dani

WHAT THE HEEELLLLL

HOLY SHIT I JUST LOGGED INTO MY OLD SHIT

anyways lol not to be nsfw but like wanna go like hold hands and cuddle for a little while 

At this point,,, I feel like a failure. I'm not going to be able to be a stupid little art student because nobody fucking cares about art anymore. The only reason I haven't stole my dads gun and pulling the trigger after shoving it down my throat is because of my boyfriend and my bestfriend. That's fucking it. I hate everyone else. No one else can even hide that if we stopped talking neither of us would shed a tear. Fuck that. Fuck this. 
          Even if I did kill myself all that would be said is "wow she was a nice girl. She didnt deserve it." Fucking GAGAGS *pretends like I cared when she was a live* "she made such beautiful art. I didnt even know she was depressed. Sksksk suicide awareness!" 
          Fuck this town.

so basically I hate myself and I uninstalled wattpad for a while and suddenly everyone who hadn't updated their stories in 10 billion years updated 

I fcuking died haha

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