PotatoPowaaa

can someone make me wattpad famous again like i was in the dhmis era it’s the only thing that would motivate me to write rn *-*

PotatoPowaaa

hamilton wattpad fandom 2020 was actually traumatic like. genuinely. cannot enjoy that show the same anymore all i associate it with is everything that went on and if you don’t know you don’t want to

PotatoPowaaa

@bee-exists the fandom genuinely left me with trauma. like that’s not me being goofy hahaha it affects me to this day. not normal xxx
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bee-exists

i have a friend (irl) who loves hamilton but in a normal way so i am happy that im starting to associate the musical with her instead of internet weirdos, although i am grateful for the friends i made, i just think that eleven was way too young to be in a fandom where mental health problems were so prevalent and seeing a black pfp makes me panic 
            
            "story of tonight" still has really negative associations for me though so i don't listen to it. i think that the combination of lockdown, toxic internet culture and me being an impressionable eleven year old with too much sympathy who was told she was 'mature for her age' since she was three maybe was not the best combo and maybe i wouldn't still struggle with my mental health to this day if i was normal and took up skateboarding or making whipped coffee instead
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