You matter and deserve to be alive. 

Just made my first story as a sorta warm up and trial hope you like https://www.wattpad.com/story/149458154

@KaylaMariaM 
          Haii I’m just writing to you because I feel down 
          
           I’m at my lowest point 
          I just want to disappear I feel like all my friends don’t like me
          I can’t trust them 
          To be honest I self harmed i feel like shit I want to die please just help me I feel like nothing 
          ...

@KaylaMariaM Oki doki XD

@KaylaMariaM also what music genres are u into and what bands and singers do u like x

@KaylaMariaM So you enjoy singing cause I do my song book is full of songs and I have piano parts. God I’m so enthusiastic about singing and art. Go for it I think you would be absolutely inspirational to make music to help people. I would love to be able to go online and see a song maybe an album with your name on it. I’ve never met someone so nice as well your really cool and I always have a smile on my face when I revive notifications from you. It means someone cares for me. Yet again I seem to be going back to thank you XD

@KaylaMariaM I have to admit you are so inspirational have you ever thought of making inspirational Christmas cards (sorry I got carried away)
          Anyway honestly I can’t stop saying thank you ❤️❤️❤️

@KaylaMariaM I would love to have a friend like you who can listen to me. I think my problem is I keep it’s all inside bottle it up and put on a strong face and then scream out when it’s all too much. Thank you this really ment something to me and I keep on saying thank you cause I’m really happy that you are here to listen to me. If u need any help aswell I’m here to listen ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@KaylaMariaM thanks you 
          
          You are the first person to say that to me. I really needed to hear those words from someone because I’m hurting deep and this past year has been a heart wrenching year for me. I’m not a fighter I understand that but I try not to dwell even if the feelings are so regular that I might do stupid things to feel better. Maybe it’s jist my cry for help but knowing there is someone out there somewhere that cared enough to react to my issue is so thoughtful. For some reason I feel like everyone you could of texted and you chose me tho. 
          
          I try not to sound attention seeking because I’m not but 
          
          Thank you, so much u don’t know how much this ment to me ^^