PotsaenaMo

Adios Cowboy, Completed!!!

PotsaenaMo

     Working on the last chapter—twenty—of Adios Cowboy! If all the chapters are written, I'll post the rest of the draft chapters along with it. 
          
               Then I'll work on editing some holes, I don't want any of the holes. Holes... :D. Adding a picture per chapter for a more interesting novel. Interesting... yeah ;-;.

PotsaenaMo

Lately, I was in my family's store with my laptop. Sitting on the white tiled floor, guarding the place, writing the ninth chapter of the Adios Cowboy. And there was this old woman approached to buy something. Let's just say, my co-worker, took a handle on it. But as I kept writing, I felt like I was watched. So I looked over and saw her with an enigmatic smile. And it was somehow filled with joy and gladness. She reminded me of someone back then. I could still depict the smile she gave to me, which inspired me to continue. Even though it's hard to walk in the path with only self at your side as a cheerleader. It was a good feeling, it's a great one coming from the stranger. I hope I feel the same flatter every damn day, especially to someone I love the most.
          
          But life is unfair, and we know it. I can still feel the hole in my heart piercing me when I decided that I won't pursue writing at the end of my journey. And the bliss exploited to the person I wished supported me. It's depressing, even if that's not the worst part of my life till the future.
          
          I have a dream, a bookshelf full of the books I'd created, in the room of my office. With the sign of ''writer's writing'' at the front of my office's door. With a broad window showing the great beauty of nature. And I promised myself to accomplish those dreams.

PotsaenaMo

In my writing experience nowadays, I feel like I'm being pulled down. I don't like the feeling like I'm the only one supporting myself. Like I'm the only one proud of myself writing. I wanted this... but I'm feeling like I'm letting them down. I want to be a game developer, but not much as this. This is no hobby to me, and I want this to be my career.
          
               I want to make art and put my name on it.

Ex_patron

@PotsaenaMo And...maybe...just maybe... we're the same...like, how do you do, oh long lost twin of mine? (You know, assuming that almost being the same, while still not being the same makes us twins.)
            And thank you for like responding, I guess...
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PotsaenaMo

@AccioAlohomora Just can't fill up the shell of anger or sorrow and just explode, so I over-share. Anyways, don't mention the looking thing, cuz I don't mind. And thank u. Makes me feel that I'm not alone.
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Ex_patron

@PotsaenaMo Yeah, I know that feeling, but it gets better. I have no idea why this happened, but looking at your bio, and this...I never thought that I would be able to relate. And hey, I really think that you will be able to put your name on it :)
            (Sorry for looking through the profile, it was just...as though...you know, like I was seeing myself, somehow, while still not being able to see myself)
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