Pottedfairydust

Huh. 
          	
          	Hello guys.

Pottedfairydust

https://www.wattpad.com/story/352223537-don%27t-lie-you%27re-an-angel
          
          Hi.
          
          My bad. 
          
          Really, I am so sorry for going mia, i didn't really mean to, but there was a lot going on with school, at home and stuff. But anyways, here's something that i wrote during that time, that I hope you'll enjoy, soooo... Yeah! Hope you enjoy reading just as much as I loved writing it :D
          
          Looking forward to your feedback, have fun reading!

Pottedfairydust

Okay since when do I have 34 followers what the heck 

Pottedfairydust

I am definitely failing 11th grade Physics and Chemistry.
          Anyways.
          Hi. 
          Long time no see. 
          Things aren't better. And I won't say things are worse. They're somewhere in between. What's worsening is actually just my anxiety and grades which isn't exactly new, but oh well.
          I am actually writing here on my board after more than 3 months, and my last note ("Note" lmao) was just me panicking about me deleting my book and being at my lowest. 
          BUT.
          I guess I am back again??
          I mean yeah sure, I am not going to be writing on wattpad per say, but yeah I am writing and I am back to being a writer. 
          Though, most of the time it's just me sitting in front of the laptop staring at the word count that hasn't budged from 15395 for the past 3 weeks after classes. But I guess that's better than nothing. 
          ALSO.
          I have been into many fandoms in these past three months. For the record, I got into kpop. ("I sWeaR, I JuSt wAnNA knOw thEir NaMEs"). So naturally, I am writing
          
          
          
          A fanfic.
          A skz (Stray kids, search em up, they're pretty cool :)) fanfic, to be exact. 
          Tbh, the more I tried to write about my OWN book, the more I thought I sucked at it. So, what better way to practice and collect a following than writing and feeding the lil' gremlins in the fandom with some domestic ship fluff?
          So yeah, I am doing that.
          And I am finishing up school. So there's that. 
          But yeah, that's all. Idk when I'll start posting here again, but I will. Just not now. Maybe not this year. (Which means in month or so. (Hopefully))
          That's all I had to say!
          Mama's back my lil chumchums!!! 
          :D

Pottedfairydust

I did something very much impulsively and I don't know if I regret it or not and oh my god I swear I don't wanna panic but I wanna start all over again. And I am extremely sorry to the people who expected better from me I swear I am trying my best I promise y'all I don't wanna leave the only place where I feel validated enough, and also the people who MAKE feel that way .
          I am just sorry I am doing this rn, but I swear on my life and my skills and my dreams and my aims I'll be back.
          I am sorry to all the people who expected way better than this from me.
          I swear I am sorry I feel bad and I know maybe I shouldn't feel this way but I can't help it and guys please don't be angry or leave this or me for that matter, I feel absolutely pathetic rn, but please, I swear I'll try harder.
          I'm sorry.