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Damn bro, look at me breaking my promise on never touching this hellsite again for kicks. And nostalgia. Mostly nostalgia. Lots of nostalgia. I really miss you lmao, especially tonight— the feels decided to hit me, and hit me good they did. Keep sifting through old shit, tryna remember the good times! Remember when it used to be me, you, and Ary, chaotically fumbling through the beginningish of hermitpad together? Weird to think that was a few years ago, and not just yesterday. Ble h. We getting old.
Or at least me. I'm turning sixteen this month.... and i'm really not looking forward to it ._. Irl reasons, and all, but also because it means i'm getting even further from those fun times on here, mega cringefest or not. Don't even get me started on those old rps, man, gosh.... I die a little remembering all those shitty lines I thought were so cool. Especially now, knowing I can make damn good responses when I let my brain go wild. Ask Smol! We've been doing an rp together a little over a year now, and... wooooo boy. The worldbuilding, the storyline, the details— so much effort I put into a roleplay about fucking block men of all things, its honestly ridiculous to think about. Fucking tryhard over here, right? Making an entire *multiverse* so expansive, so stupidly well thought out, Smol's character can go about anywhere without fear of a dull adventure.
But anyways. Like I said, I'm missing you broski— broskittle— whatever it is you call it... I can't really remember, so i'm just gonna call you brosquish.
So brosquish, I miss ya. Its not like when you first left, when my chest felt kinda funny, and my breath caught in my throat whenever I thought about you and being gone, but its certainly something. A dull ache, and fond remembrance, for sure. And wishful thinking, almost hoping that the stars will align and our paths will cross like some sort of strange destiny. But nah. I dunno. Bye. Sorry for rambling. Love ya, brosquish.
Stay safe.