I'm trying so hard to be okay with reading in here again, I know it sounds like whining, but that's what I do, I whine. I had a panic attack last time I was on here because somebody (I can't remember who, nor the name of their book because I deleted it from my library already) didn't put a warning on something, so I'm sorry if I'm not commenting on, and reading your stories, or replying, it's just... painful