I'm alive, I feel better now. I've gotten into the spiritual world and my life is so much nicer. I have changed now. I still want to accomplish the goals I've set for myself but I won't be posting for a while as my English teacher has passed away and I also have a load of homework to do. Im only trying to accomplish something therefore I can supply for myself. I'm going to spend my time learning about nursing and care as my mother once cared for the elderly. I'm glad that I've dropped a few people, as much as it hurt I'm feeling way more positive. This isn't targeted at anyone I've met on wattpad.