I know I have no right to even ask for forgiveness at this point, but I'm still going to do it.
I am so sorry for letting you guys down.
The process of going through 11th and 12th while preparing for competitive exams was exhausting, and I thought I'd be in a much better place after I get into an engineering college, but after 1 year of college, I can safely say that I was naive. Things don't get easier as you grow older.
I am making excuses I know, I have always done this to you guys and I am very, terribly sorry.
But without the creative drive in me, it felt like I was writing just to finish off the story once and for all, and that is doing injustice to my 14 year old self, who started this story as a way to somehow live out my dream ( at least as Akriti), who thought of this story and its character as her own friends.
It is doing injustice to you guys who have supported me at all times. Even when I was being a jerk and not updating for months at end. Even when I was updating small chapters with nothing major happening in it.
If I was my own reader, I probably wouldn't have stuck around at all.
But you guys did.
And I am thankful for all of you guys and all of your support.
I know I'm unworthy of it, but I received it and I don't know how to give it all back, other than actually finishing the book and uploading it once again.
That is if you guys actually want to read it anymore. I totally understand if you guys don't want to.
I totally understand if you guys are mad at me. You probably are. And I get it.
But I have decided, for you guys and for myself (especially that stupidly creative 14 year girl who seems like a distant memory of the past) I want to finish the story.
I will begin to write again, and once I finish the story, I will begin updating the book after editing all the chapters as well.
Thank you.
And I'm sorry.
I love you guys soo much.
Prettygirl123321