✨🏀⚾Jaidyn⚾🏀✨

Hiiii

I have a really big amount of dislike for all of those kids that say "I have to be home at 11pm cause of my parents" like, you're allowed to go out period? I know I don't have it the worst like some people but I also don't have it the best. Like I didn't have a phone until just before I turned 14, I have to have permission to download anything and have a time limit on my phone. I can't have any socials besides this and Pinterest, i cant go out, go to boys houses, have boys over, hang out with boys alone, but if I convince my mom then I can have a boyfriend. But I will not have one for a while cause boys suck so. like what do you expect me to do with a boy, I'm 14. I know how you get pregnant and I don't want to be a mom this young and i don't want to do ✨that✨ until the legal age or older anyways. Like gross. I can't kiss boys which us understandable cause like I said, im 14. But like having strict parents makes me feel like I can't tell them anything. I didn't tell my mom about my boyfriend for a while and then we broke up and well. But like I rarely cry in front of my mom, I rarely tell my mom anything about myself and stuff like that. I cant wear crop tops or shorts that are super short or a shirt that barely shows my chest, I can't wear thøngs or use tampons , and I can't wear bikinis or two pieces unless the top is long. Like my best friends mom is putting her on birth control just before we start high school in less than a month and is making sure she has cøndøms in her purse at all times while I can't even go to a boys house or to party's. If I stay at another persons house, my mom has to have her moms phone number, their address, and a set in stone plan on everything. While my best friend just has to say " oh hey mom could you drop me of at _____'s house on your way to work and pick me up in like two days?" It must be nice. But just thought I would express my rage because no one else wants to listen to it so. Love you guys. 
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨

I had 114 followers at 8:37 PM. Now I'm at 104.
          
          If you don't care then that's fine.
          
          If you're gonna follow someone and wait for them to follow you so that you can unfollow then that's just rude. I only follow the people that write books that I like to read so that it'll give me the updates on that book and I can continue reading. I also follow my friends on this app because they are really nice and the ones who got me into wattpad and their my friends. But I also follow people back. I think that since I don't have a lot of followers, I should follow all of my followers. But the problem is when I follow people I don't pay attention to who it is and when they unfollow it is hard to keep figure out who it was. So I am only going to be following my friends and the people that have been following me for a little while (so if you're a new follower and are staying then it might take me a minute to give you a follow back) Now I'm not trying to sound rude but why should I follow people back and have them unfollow me? Like they speak an entirely different language (I've seen their pages) and they don't want anything to do with me so why should I follow them.
          
          SIDE NOTE: I know that its been forever since I posted a new chapter of the hypnotist but I have been so caught up with sports and music and school. Like I have 2-3 volleyball games a week, and then last week I went to a band festival and then yesterday I had our festival concert (its basically where we play the same songs that we played at festival for our parents because the band festival was during a school day) but I play in both the concert and symphonic bands at my school so I was EXHAUSTED. And then to top everything off I have so much math homework to do and in English I have a project due on April 1st that I'm not even close to being done and in health we are doing a drug project (WE AREN'T ACTUALLY USING THE DRUGS WE ARE JUST RESEARCHING) and its due next Monday. So yea. 
          
          Sorry this was so long.
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨

We're up to 67 followers!!!!
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨

Last night I checked my watt pad only having 25 followers...
          
          
          I WOKE UP THIS MORNING TO 36 FOLLOWERS
          
          now I know its not a lit compared to you guys but still!!
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨

Omgggg I haven't been on in forever and I just opened wattpad to 437 notifications!!! Omg! Glad that I'm back!!!
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨

JAIDYN WILL YOU PFP MATCH WITH ME???!!!! <3

Good news.....
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I JUST TOOK ANOTHER COVID TEST AND IT IS NEGATIVE SO I AM ALLOWED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!
          
          that's all.
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨

I'm sorry for caring,
          But caring what I do, 
          If you screw me over, 
          Then I'll still come back to you.
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨

I hate this.
          
          I feel like shit.
          
          My stomach hurts.
          My head hurts.
          My throat hurts.
          My nose is stuffy and runny.
          I can't sleep.
          It grosses me out to eat.
          
          I want it all to go away.
          
          I feel miserable.
          
          And to make matters worse, there are people talking behind my back at school because I asked a simple question.
          
          I hate everything.
          
          ✨Jaidyn✨