𝑴𝒓𝒔.𝑫𝒊𝒙𝒐𝒏 ♥︎[𝑺𝒆𝒂𝒍.𝑹𝒐𝒔𝒆]

Guys also who wants to go to a doubke or triple date with me 
          
          I am bringing with daryl dixon and it doesn't matter for us which place as long as we are all comftorable with it

GUYS HAPPY NEW YEAR
          
          

HI TWIN

4)
          
          Humans are social creatures and we all need support and help from people. It's okay and very amazing how we can communicate and rely ok each other and sae-bin.
          
          Sae-bin is strong on the inside. Just not the typical strength we have seen from some popular weak hero class characters.
          
          Even strong people need help. 
          
          Sae-bin deserves the help and love she needs from someone she can trust ♡
          
          
          (@mazewriterrr)

3) 
          
          If some people don't understand her then I understand if her behaviors are different than the other and the actions she did aren't excuses but it's a reason. If she did some on purpose, then it doesn't mean she is evil, she is a teenage girl who is struggling with a negative father and her friends with whom she has difficult relationships. That makes her feel alone on the inside. 
          
          That is why I love her character, because she is complex and very well realistically written, she is written realistically how people with HPD affect relationships, social life, other people, themselves, and their education even connections and behaviors, and many other things. 
          
          It doesn't mean she is evil nor is she a hero. She is a girl who was born in a wealthy family that dislikes her brother yet she heard horrible news about him in chapter  011 in Inure. She never wished him to perish from life.
          
          She isn't heartless.
          
          She is a girl who struggles with her mental condition and who needs mental help and help in general, I am not saying she needs to be babied. 
          She needs support for her mental health and disorder.
          She even wished her mother were alive even though she isn't and that also has taken a toll on her, her father only cares more for his reputation than he does for his daughter.
          Meaning he is a parent with coldness and no emotional intelligence.
          Sae-bin isn't weak either. Just because she doesn't fight or is "cold nonchalant" with an "ALpHa aUrA"  like si-eun (joking ik he is more than this!). Doesn't mean she is weak. 
          
          Many women who have faced difficulties with war and their physical conditions even mental conditions and who still fight through to stay alive are also very strong like Sae-bin. On the inside she still keeps living despite having a dysfunctional father figure, having her brother away? A deceased mother and her HPD.
          
          She isn't weak.
          
          She is a strong girl who also needs help.
          
          And that's okay.
          
          The reason is that 
          
          WE ARE ALL HUMAN
          

2)
          
          Oh sae-bin also has a father who only focuses on his work and on his own family reputation (if I'm not wrong!) and he even told or evenmade his daughter to go to stockholm in Sweden for her "unacceptable" behavior (in chapter 011 in inure). Just like how he sent beomseok to the Philippines, this caused him to unalive himself that woukd mentally and physically affect him.
          
          
          Now some maybe wonder why she shows "pick me" behavior. Again she suffers is a psychological condition aka a disorder that affects her mostly mentally. What she needs is a patient understanding family figure or member. Yet her father isn't the case since he sends her to a country in Europe only because of her act about going to gotaks house twice. This caused her to feel negatively and run away, begging baek-jin aka leader of the union. To stay with him, so she tried to convince him everything until it was about Baku, this caused them to shake hands aka a deal.
          
          Simply I would've also been terrified if my own parents would send me somewhere foreign especially if it's a country alone without any parent or trusted person, without knowing the language that causes you to stress and have a lot of fear and sadness and overwhelming emotions. She is also a minor, so her father sending her daughter sae-bin to stockholm aka to sweden is a huge no in my opinion and a huge negative change. 

1)
          
          If anyone would say: "Oml sae-bin is so whiny! Sae-bin begs? She is so weak and submissive! She is such a pick me!" Or even: "☠️" 
          
          You do not understand her character. Mind you that she overthinks a lot and she has HPD aka histrionic personality disorder. IF you do not know what it is:
          
          HPD aka histrionic Personality disorder means that it has a pattern of excessive attention seeking behavior, it can appear early adulthood and/or adolescence, this also includes inappropriate seduction and a Big want for approval and reassurances. 
          
          People with these symptoms and behaviors are called unbelievable, spoiled, dramatic, lively (which is rare at times) and flirtatious even or any other names.
          
          
          They also rapidly shift their emotions or/and its also shallow of how they express their emotions. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          

hii

hey!! wanna be moots? found you on mazewriterr’s tag book ❤️

REASONS I didn't write as much:
          
          1. Low MOTIVATION:
          
          My motivation sucks and it doesn't mean I want to quit writing. I still think of my characters and stuff. The problem is that my motivation sucks a lot. And I  hate it.
          2. 
          October is now like an insufferable month to me, and I have to do paperwork, study for tests, write more for school, etc. School even drains my energy for gaming, I haven't even touched my PlayStation or even drawn. I haven't even drawn long or so. The last time I did was the Guiying drawing. It doesn't mean I dislike my hobbies. School drains me. So I just have to write more for school and also focus more on school.
          
          
          3. Insecurity 
          I am just very insecure about myself and am afraid of how the execution of my fanfic is gonna be. I don't wanna mischaracterize Chishiya, for example, in my fanfic, make Guiying unrealistic,etc.
          
          
          
          So guys,  I won't be quitting to write. It just takes a lot for me to edit, slideshows, writing, drawing, etc! I like my unfinished beginner fanfic, and it always takes a Long time. My motivation sucks very much and I don't have much energy for writing and other things. And I don't know when I will update my fanfic. Maybe in holiday breaks or whenever I'm very motivated to update my fanfic