...the war is over...thanks to my brother and his new found friends..I suppose I am no longer in control of things like I thought I should have been but now..I am beginning to think the opposite, I don't think I was ever in control, not like in the way it would have been truly beneficial for my well being especially toward my former friends...but it didn't occur to me then, I was at my peak, the peak my father wanted me at, the perfect little fire nation daughter everyone feared and that was what I craved for, the attention, the praise, the recognition of my abilities..I realised that was foolish of me, I threw my friends and family aside just because he wanted me to, I ruined lives and admittedly killed a few, I regret all those terribly..but without the war, without the orders..I don't really know who I am..and what am I suppose to do, I can't face them, I just can't, not my brother, not my uncle..most certainly my old friends who I wrongfully imprisoned...I decided not to stay in the fire nation anymore, it is far too risky for me so I had chose to stay somewhere in the earth kingdom's territory.