PrincessBeyonce5

Sheez, I swear I hate my 2018 self

PrincessBeyonce5

Hey guyzz, iz me
          
          I dont even know if wattpad is still a thing, or my existence in this Wattpad either.
          
          But I just want to say, that Ive made a decision of not being able to continue doing stories/shots, like this.
          
          There are a few that I never get to publish/change/start/even finished.
          
          Just like not continuing under the cherryblossom tree and gay oneshots. Especially planning on making a new story 'Twin Rivals'. 
          
          The reason why I wanted to end my writings was bcs of family and school. 
          
          Im already in the 9th grade, and just had my 1st exams, and I failed half of the subjects and passed the other half
          
          I dont want to repeat what happened  last year. I want to do better. (honestly, just to shut my parents up bcs they make me feel pressure)
          
          I admit that I kept on promising, but I must also admit that I suddenly lost all my motivation and spirit to continue after coming back from a vacation in Europe. (2nd time trip tho, still not use to the cold) Noticing that there are so much to do in school.
          
          Also, Ive lost my inner hype as an Army ever since BTS became big (Billboard and stuff) but Im still an Army. (dont forget to stream Chicken Noodle Soup)
          
          My classmates in my class now are much better actually than last year. (honestly)
          
          So yes, This Oneshot (and the other), Underneath the Cherryblossom isnt going to go on anymore. (I plan to give it to someone, but will someone be even interested?)
          
          I feel like this is whats best for me. Ive decided a long time ago but then again, I was to busy in doing shitz.
          
          So... Idk if anyone will even read this
          
          So yes, thank you so much for reading these cringey, shitty oneshots, and those who started with my first ever Namjin story "Together with Kids".
          
          I wont forget the times that Ive been always have the time to update.
          
          This is PrincessBeyonce5, leaving as Danielle Beyonce Lacson, to finally say farewell and thank you
          
          Love you all SweetCakes have a great 2019 
          
          ❤️

PrincessBeyonce5

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Exams are finished.... I feel like Im being cursed or smt. Im sick and really stressed out.
          
          So like, computer exam has got me worried about my grades. Ive got a 0 on our one quiz and the was the first and lazt quoz that we had...and then I got a 12 out of 20 on my 2 performance task. Im so scared what my family are gonna be reacting. My mom would be crying and disapointed and my dad would just feel down. My family from my homecountry would also feel bad for me and would probably think that Im no better anymore.
          
          I really hate my computer teacher in someways. She was nice at first but then there was a time that she puts students to shame, including me. I dont really know what her deal is tbh. And, why have a fucking computer subject??? I mean you have math, you can just learn comp from senior. Just my opinion. Comp was so easy for me before. But with all the HTML, Javascript, variables, and shit makes me go crazy.
          
          I really wanna run somewhere away, far from everyone including my family. I want them to forget about everything about me. I use to have good grades but something is just bringing me down. I dont wanna restart grade 8, bcs who would want to start another school year. Its embarrassing, especially when your friends from your previous grade are onto the next level.
          
          Ughhhh, if there is anyone who is good in Computer or Math, pls....I need help

PrincessBeyonce5

Man, its really painful to imagine them disbanding this year. If they would, 2018 will be my worst year. But its more painful to see how they work so hard with alot of pain but with the effort. But they re newed their contract to continue and to stay with us.
          
          I swear, Jin's speech, Hobi the one who started crying first then everyone crying reminded me that Ive been through with alot of difficulty like them.
          
          Im so proud if them, I really want to thank the Lord for everything. 
          
          BTS, pls know that all the ARMYs will support and love you. Congratulations

PrincessBeyonce5

Man...alot of a few friends I know...i dont know if i can call them that but... seriously... I feel so jealous that they get to hangout with other friends...i cant be that type of friend to be with bcs Im an *already home* person. They got time for each other. I dont really have much time for them bcs Im also a person who wants to make the right exact schedule for the most important things. Can I, at least have someone like that, right beside me?