When I find no time to write or I just have writers block I just need to come to London to boost my creativity. Call me stupid, dumb, whatever, but London boosts my frame of mind in writing whenever I visit...
I know what you are going though, and I can tell you it is one of the worst feelings ever.
But you have to remember just because you don't have a thigh gap, and have a few rolls doesn't mean you are fat and don't convince you are by all means. Don't let bullies like Nicole or anyone put you down because in the real world no ones notices if you have a slight roll or no gap between your thighs because the truth is the only person really focusing on our negatives is our selves because really no one else sees them.