She looks so perfect standing there in my american apparel and I know now, that i'm so down. Your lipstick stain is a work of art, i've got your name tattoed in a arrow heart. And I know now, that i'm so down.
The pictures that you sent me, They're still living in my phone. I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone. And all my friends keep asking why i'm not around. It hurts that know you happy and it hurts hear that you moved on. It's hard to hear your name when i haven't see you in so long. Is like we never happened Was it just a lie? If what we have is real how could you be fine?
Cause i'm not fine at all.
I remember the day you told me you were living. I remember the make up running down your face. And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them. Like every single wish we ever made.
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things. Like the way I felt to fall asleep next to you. And the memories I never can escape.
She's a good girl, she's daddy's favourite. He save her for Harvard. He know she'll make it. She's good at school, she never truant. She can speek french, i thing it is fluent.
Cause every night she studies hard in her room. This is what her parents assume. But she goes out the window to meet with her boyfrend. This is what she told me the time not acordding.
She said to me : forget what you tought ' cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught. So just turn around and forget what you saw cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught.
Everybody's got their demons, even wide awake or dreaming. I'm the one who ends up leaving. Make it okay. See a war I wanna fight in. See a match I wanna straight it. Every fire I have ignited since into grey.
But now that i'm broken. And now that you know this. Caught up in a moment. Can you see inside?
