PrincessesBookshelf
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Ok so just a little vent because it's suicide prevention month or whatever because I over heard a conversation today and it's kind of making me mad and that makes me feel like a shitty person.
ANYWAY
about three years ago I started dating my (now ex) boyfriend, and I had this friend who everyone considered us "best friends". we did everything together. But I stated dating this guy and she was pissed. So pisses in fact that she and a group of people who I thought were my friends went around spreading rumors that he was going to:
1. Rape me
2. Get me pregnant
2. leave me
4. get and and bring a gun to school
..... like what
I reported all of them to the school and they got legal warnings, but I also lost all but like 3 friends in the process. Bf was amazing and was my rock through it all and was my rock for over 2 and 1/2 years.
Anyway, this girl was put into my AP class this year, and earlier today, I heard her talking to her table group talking about "I don't know what a best friend is because SOMEONE didn't think I was worth it" and "all this is making me depressed like I'm gonna kms and I just can't do it anymore because I don't have SOMEONE supporting me".
It was clearly targeted, and everyone who knows us knows what happened.
I also know she IS depressed and has other mental stuff which also cause me to pull away from her but I was thinking about what she said after which was "SOME people wouldnt care if I killed my self" (again clearly targeted)
But I thought about it and while I would hate for anyone to kill themselves, the amount of pain she put me through (much more than what I just typed out) I genuinely feel like I wouldn't be all that sad.
I feel like a price of crap so I just need someone to confirm or deny it ig
if you need more info on what she did just lmk ig
Thanks yall, be safe out there