Princesstina09

OK so I have tooooo much stuff to read lol its stacked in my private library its gonna be hard getting rid of these books

Princesstina09

@Runaurufu oh wow lol I would read them more if I was an octopus lol
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Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 Note that I have way more and there is a lot that I haven't read (because I wasn't interested in them anymore)
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Princesstina09

OK so I have tooooo much stuff to read lol its stacked in my private library its gonna be hard getting rid of these books

Princesstina09

@Runaurufu oh wow lol I would read them more if I was an octopus lol
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Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 Note that I have way more and there is a lot that I haven't read (because I wasn't interested in them anymore)
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Princesstina09

So...I don't know what I was thinking....I was on the roof top I was going to jump.....then I just heard a voice that said "don't everything will get better".... I just broke down.....I don't know what I was thinking.....

Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 aw, that's sad. I hope she gives it back soon! Well, if she is a bad mom then, what can you do. God gave you life so you have to appreciate it. And no problem, I just like to help people. That's how I feel better about myself, showing that I still have a use in this world. And if she doesn't give your music back soon enough, (if I was with you right now) I would stab her right through the heart, no kidding. A heartless mother doesn't use her heart, so just kill it :shrug:. Hope you can feel better soon! And remember, never lose hope, even if it seems like hope is lost :)
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Princesstina09

@Runaurufu oml thank you so much I really needed that but no she didn't give my music back she was out being a whore like always she dosent do anything any more I'm think of doing therapy again
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Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 I prayed for all my friends to be ok, including online friends. Just glad my prayer was answered, you know if you need someone, you can just start a conversation on my profile. I know hope may be hard to see when you we're about to do that. And I hope your mom gave back your right to listen to music? Hope she did. True, we might think about things we never thought about doing before. But my friend Lambogang said to me that suicide isn't worth it. It won't change anything. And I believe it, so please, don't suicide. Just like math, there's always a way out of an equation, which is our problems. So don't give up yet, because hope may be closer than you think :)
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Princesstina09

We all gotta love when your mom asks why you dont trust her?yeah

Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 My mom once said that to me too. She asked, "why do you trust your best friend more than your own parents". I didn't answer, but in my mind, I answered her. Even my best friend is like my own 2nd mother, heh. But don't give up yet, there's still hope that she might not bug you anymore and start to love you :)
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Princesstina09

Don't you just love when you have R.E.M sleep behavior disorder with major depression and anxiety? And your mom talks about taking away your music the only thing that helps you? Yeah

Princesstina09

No need to be sorry.she hates me for no reason tbh all I did was live.
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Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 Ouch, sorry to hear that :/ Yeah, music is the only place where I vent and heal myself. Why did she do it though? :/
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Princesstina09

I'm always so tired of everything everything gets boring fast its annoying I just feel like giving up fighting and ending it I can't even cry anymore I just feel so empty I'm trying to fight negative thoughts but I cant.....

Princesstina09

Thank you for the suggestion I will
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Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 I have a suggestion, how about you try listening to the song called "After Dark" by Tori Harper? I'm sure you'll love it
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Princesstina09

But happy Thanksgiving
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Princesstina09

Hey guys my mom asked me what I want for Christmas and I said to die I was serious

Princesstina09

Oml thank youuuuu the thing is I suffer from sever depression I will god bless youuu
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Runaurufu

@Princesstina09 Hey, don't be like that. I know that life can be mean to us. But life is doing all this to make us stronger in the future. I invite you to fight with me, fight through all this. And I promise to try and be there for you when needed :)
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