Jase

wow i miss you baby, so damn much♡

jase. i'm crying so hard. i'm falling apart and affecting those around me. baby. come back. please. i need you with me. i need your warmth, your cuddles, yours kisses. i just need you with me and it won't happen anymore. i love you so much. ♥

jase, i'm so upset.
          nathan and isaiah are mad at me.
          jayjay might leave.
          jakey was very upset.
          i can't sleepover at a friend's house.
          it's just, i don't know..my grades are up but my friends are down and it makes me very upset.

jase baby? you're still watching over me right? you're helping me right? you're happy right? i miss you. it gets lonely once in a while and i just want your hugs. no one else's. i love you. ♥

@cutegirls_
          it's cool, but this is a different jase. not the jase that is currently dating that chick, but my jase. my ex fiance

@cutegirls_
          wrong jase. apparently he isn't here anymore. well the jase you talked to.

happy two months baby. ♥
          i knew something was bothering me today. i'm sorry i almost forgot. logan and school and people on my mind. including you. always you baby. we'd still be together. happy. married. everyone just being happy. how imperfect we are. i'm in love baby. never forget me and always watch over me. i love you jase. ♥

jase jase jase.
          they are lying to me.
          everyone.
          you'd tell the real truth to me.
          no one likes me anyways.
          he made me loose a friend.
          you might see him.
          just, don't beat him up that much.
          should be the other way around.
          right?
          eh, it's okay.
          i love you ♥

one day, i swear you'll beat all these people up c: anyways, they're ignoring me so. i try to befriend them bc of you. but i guess they don't even wanna talk to me. -sighs- i love you jase. ♥

i'm crying so hard. i miss you and need you. you are my first choice just please come back. please please please. jase i wanna be happy all the time and have no worries. it hurts so much. i'm lost and he just gave up. you see, he jumped. brother. best friend. you trusted him also. i don't know what happened baby. i really don't. jase, please. my heart is literally breaking.