kayde (he/they)

guess what 
          its ya boi
          kayde spade
          and he's gonna be bored and write out his imaginary date scenarios with his fictional boyfriend, yoosung kim from mystic messenger
          and wOAH HE'S ACTUALLY GONNA POST IT THIS TIME HOLY SHIT-
          
          so yeah um...look forward to that?

lmao not me falling for someone two days before valentines day after only knowing them for about 24 hours
          
          they're lowkey my inspiration for my "falling in love with kayde <3" spotify playlist and my valentine's card for the mystic messenger discord server's card contest
          (i didnt make this an announcement cuz idk didnt feel like it)

i'm bored, i have fanfiction drafts, so i'm publishing it
          
          the title is a placeholder and i don't have a real cover for it yet, but...oh well

Trying not to spoil too much but i just finished secret story in Mystic Messenger...
          may or may not be uncontrollably crying like I was at the end of Yoosung's route and After Ending
          
          gonna have to figure out how to explain to my dad that a video game is making me cry

I just found out Ratatouille: The TikTok Musical is...a real thing. Like, it's actually being made and premiered on January 1st. Tickets are actually being sold. I have no idea how to feel about this.
          I don't use TikTok, but I've heard about how popular this is. And, personally...despite Ratatouille being one of my favorite movies of all time, I don't think this is a totally good idea. No idea how well it would actually translate to the stage or anything like that. There's so much about the movie that wouldn't work when you perform it live with actual people. That's just my opinion on the whole thing, feel free to talk about it here if you want.

memes make the best fanfiction writing prompts
           so since i've become mystic messenger trash, i'm working on some yoosung x reader thing based on a meme i found
          
          this game has kept me up for almost two months now what the fuck is sleep

i log in after 4 months to 140 notifications, a DM from a bot, and the realization that people online get a kick out of relationship drama
          so
          that's interesting, this account is dead, and idk what the heck im going to do with this account or my life

also since i feel like bringing it up here, i used DoorDash for the first time today. my brother dared me to open our garage while on the garage floor (so my face could be seen as soon as the door cracked open) and ask the delivery person "is that my food?" in a weird voice. he ended up doing that himself and i think my mom has it on video.

it may be 12 AM on a Tuesday, but I need to write something so i'll be up drafting fanfics for awhile. idk if i'll publish it but i do need some help on a title.  
          
          it's definitely recommended for mature audiences, so be warned if i do end up publishing it or if you would like to assist me in creating a title.

hey ya bitches its ya boi pringles
          
          casually obsessing over fictional relationships to forget about my failed one
          
          anyways i lost a lot of followers lol but hope everyone's doing good, i'm gonna try and be more active on here (and continue being a mood online because there were some girls who idolized me)