just to clarify im aware i sound dramatic and age is inevitable it's just turning 18 in israel means the same as turning 21 in america. like ur fully independent. also after highschool it's not straight to college, there's a lot more freedom of options (at least for religious girls which i am) and thats terrifying and overwhelming. like i could go to the army, serve national service for two years, study for a year judaic studies, get friggin married (ew). THERE ARE TOO MANY OPTIONS MY ADHD BRAIN CANT HANDLE. anyone relate?