Idk...idk why is my life going this downhill. From the last year till this date, nothing has changed. I am standing at the same place but with a more critical state. Why is life playing so hard on me.
Idk...idk why is my life going this downhill. From the last year till this date, nothing has changed. I am standing at the same place but with a more critical state. Why is life playing so hard on me.
It feels like ur legs r tied to a rock and then u r thrown into an ocean...the heaviness the helplessness consumes u...the more u throw ur arm to survive..the more deeper u go having ur energy drained out slowly and at last accept ur fate...that's what it feels like....anger... helplessness...shame....guilt... frustrated....darkness...numb....all by urself...all by alone
I can feel why people took extreme steps now....people think it's stupid to get away like this...to waste the opportunities...but in reality...at that moment it's hard to see those opportunities...it's hard to believe in the upcoming good days...that only thing that will haunt....is the present....
@Priya_202 can't believe....I posted that message back in Jan but now....I am broken...broken from the very root...the worst thing is...I can't feel any emotions....numb..total numbness....tried to stay strong for the people I care the most but now ...the more I am trying to float....the more am drowning...the more am helpless...it feels like the end of everything..it feels like ...the darkness is never ending...what am I gonna do now?....
Being wrong is not a bad thing.... sometimes mistakes make us stronger and give us a new chance to do the thing right. But sometimes the mistakes gets to the best of the mind and that make us go numb...but tell me does this numbness actually help us to overcome the things? It's fine to be wrong it's ok u did your best. Don't blame yourself we all come accross these problems but we all know that after some years we are gonna laugh about these. Be strong everyone....u did your best and I know u can do it! :)
Sincerely
P
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