Ngl I usually don't open Wattpad, only do it when I need to get something off my chest, life has been busy lately and well Wattpad isn't the same as it used to be the friends I had here barely a few are left now and it's okay because I'm not really here either.
Anyways so my confession was that I feel like I can't talk to anyone properly the two people closest to me are my boyfriend and my best friend. my bf, he is also very busy recently, he has a major exam this year and a lot of other responsibilities and I get that. I can't talk to my best friend cuz well recently her dad died and ever since I'm the therapist in our friendship and even though things are kind of back to normal now I still don't want to burden her with anything, yk? So I just don't share my issues with her, even though she says that I should talk more about what's going on with me etc., but I just don't feel like doing that.
Now, it just feels like I have people but I'm still alone.
Idk what's going on with me, I used to be a happy person (code for delusional because I used to ignore my issues) and I still am a happy person but not when I'm at home, at home I just feel alone.
Gosh, I think I need to get a hobby maybe study more
Anywaysssss if anyone is even reading this, congratulations you reached the end to my weirdness! (◔‿◔)