|when i wake up,, i'm afraid somebody else might take my place,, cause i'm a lose bolt of a complete machine. i wanna scream i love you from the top of my lungs but i'm afraid that someone else might hear me,, and i promised myself i wouldn't let you complete me. i'm not dead,, i only dress that way,, and i would kill just to feel less invisible. i can only blame myself,, you can only blame me,, cause only those i really love will never really know me.|