hi, uhm it's super rare for me to come by here and say something but I think I should.
I think most of you know I tried to take my own life earlier this year because I was at my lowest and I was so damn done with everything. I remember crying so much, I was hiccupping. I still recall I told the wattpad community I was going forever and deleted the app permanently and threw my phone onto rocks along the beach line. Someone found it and gave my phone back because he saw my face on the lockscreen and yeah
I remember stopping myself.
There is no point. No reason to end yourself. Because pain is temporary, I'm being super honest here. Really, if you see anyone trying to take their life, please please stop them. It's not easy. It's not painless but the least you can do is be there.
I say this myself because I've seen many people try to do the same here. I need people to be stop them.
you matter, every piece of you ❤️
- nikki