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Holy moly guacamole it's been forever and I have 99+ notifications
          
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Ok so like a month ago I realized I was heteroflexible and NOT bisexual. I knew I wasn't straight so I categorized myself as Bisexual. Easy, right?
          
          Not exactly.
          
          I felt so out of place....though I knew I wasn't straight, I felt so... Mislabeled..
          
          Bisexual just didn't sound correct to me, nothing sounded right anymore, I didn't know what to call myself again.
          
          But I kept quiet, it's just me! Who would care??? I didn't think anyone would.
          
          One day, I found the term heteroflexible, and it made sense.
          
          Turns out thousands of Heteroflexibles mislabel themselves as Bisexual. I wasn't in a full blown identity crisis but you could tell I was really dang happy.
          
          It might sound like I'm making a big deal out of nothing, but this is my sexuality! My sexuality doesn't define who I am, but it's a big PART of who I am!
          
          I felt complete! I felt understood! I felt like my piece was finally being put into the right puzzle of who I was, I felt so happy... I feel so happy...
          
          Sorry for not announcing this earlier, I did that a month ago to a small group of what you could call friends. One of them doesn't really like me, they're always on my tail and it makes me scared of doing anything with them now. I don't know what they'd say to me.
          
          I posted that I realized I was heteroflexible in less than 40 words, very brief.
          
          The person commented "ok?"
          
          Ouch.
          
          Long story short, that really screwed me up.
          
          I just deleted the post, no one else saw it. I nearly didn't post it on my insta story because I was afraid everyone else would have the same reaction and laugh me off like my identity was some joke.
          
          Most saw it and moved on, some congratulated me! Thanks to them all, honestly!
          
          This is the only place I'm writing about my findings in detail, I'm really scared of what y'all are gonna say tho. Ngl. ;W;"""""

Low-key thinking about having Garnet throw Spinel a book on male genitalia and going 
          
          "Trust me, you'll need it."
          
          DFSSADFFCZA

Found you in a YouTube comment. Didn't expect to actually find you. 

I'm scared
          
          So I think I'm bisexual
          
          My mom is homophobic
          
          And against transgender people
          
          I'm either going to lie to her 
          
          Or get disowned
          
          She literally lectured me on how It was wrong for me to make a genderless character
          
          "Boy and girl or it's a sin"
          
          "Trans people are gay"
          
          "Lebsians should go to hell"
          
          "I hate LGBT"
          
          That's what she keepppsss telliinnggg meeeee
          
          I'm scared..
          
          I need advice...

I'm going to be very inactive for a while
           internet problems 
          
          Pray for me
          
          
          

Good god plz say ur profile pic is old