sophie

"You were nice to look at and imagine in my own mind, but once you spoke, acted or reacted,  I understood that most people are better made up in your head."

pillow talk

It doesn't matter if you ship Larry or not , Louis is going to need our support throughout this. It may be hard to believe at times, but he cares what we think. He doesn't depend on our opinions, but it matters to all the boys whether we agree or not. If he has people sending him and Briana hate, it may influence his choice to leave the band to care for his baby. I'm not saying drop everything and support only him, no. It's okay if you still ship Larry, just please support Louis. This may be a hard time for him. Yes it's exciting, but when everyone hates on you, it can become a pain. 
          Louis already has the media making him out to be a jerk who knocks woman up and leaves them alone, he doesn't need his own fandom to hate him as well.

My opinion on Louis becoming a father:
          It worries me a little because, what if he leaves the band? He shows no sign that he will, but we won't know until the baby comes. I think that he is really a father, but at the same time I think that there could be a good chance that it is staged. Not because of Larry, but because negative publicity is better than no publicity. 
          I think that he will be a great father and that his child will have more love than any other child in the world. 
          For one, Harry adores children, so he will love that baby more than anything. Liam will buy it little costumes and take it with him and Sophia to Disney. Niall will take it around with him and watch silly Disney movies and make it laugh so hard. Theo and the new baby would hit it off. 
          Louis will buy it little Vans and carry it everywhere he goes. 
          I think that he will be a great father and if this entire thing is staged, I think we all need to be here for Louis.

My opinion on the Zerrie break up: 
          I thought that they were really in love and that this wasn't  set up by management. For one, because Zayn isn't one to obey someone when they tell him to do something that he doesn't want. Like loving someone he doesn't love. He has been that way ever since The X Factor. And not every relationship that the boys have is forced. 
          I think that it is heartbreaking to see them break up, but if it is what they want , then go for it.

This has been a rough week. Zayn called off the engagement with Perrie (a source says that he had been treating her bad lately) and on the same day Louis confirmed his upcoming fatherhood. He never said who the mother was, but it can be assumed it is Briana.

I miss zayn. anyone else miss zayn?

may 27. the day I found the boys. December, worst month ever. March 25th zayn left. may 6 most of us left zayn. may 27 1 year since I have found you. August 2 the day I see your face. 

zayn changed his twitter name.........i thought i was ready for this, but clearly I'm not since i'm crying over something this simple. can things just go back to the way they were March 24th?

just watched the boys sing stockholm syndrome live in japan. i really miss zayn. when he came on to sing his solo, i was not expecting it to be him since i am so used to seeing the other four lads, and i think that there is something wrong with that. i just really hate that i can't see him live with the boys. all the love. x