天彩, 莉奈 ( Sorai Rina)

Damn, it's been so long. I know that most of you are waiting for my updates and I apologize for not keeping my promise. 
          
          Last year was really difficult for me, and I was so close from disappearing from this world. But thankfully, my dearest friend that I consider my twin stopped me from going. I'm really grateful for her.
          
           I still have thoughts of disappearing but I realized that I still have a lot that I want to do and one of those things is finishing this book. 
          
          I can't promise that I'll post a new update days from now because as always, school is being shit,  but I'll try to at least write within this year.  
          
          I love you all, thank you for understanding! 

Hello, min'na! I'm still alive and I'll be posting the second part of 'As You Wish' by tomorrow! (^-^)
          
           My schedule's messed up, I keep losing track of time. Forgive me for going MIA ( T ^ T ). Genshin takes most of my time and I practice drawing and study on how to do commissions too since I badly need money for school (T ^ T)
          
          Anyways, thank you very much for supporting my  shitty book!! (,,>᎑<,,) 
          
          Comments and votes are very much appreciated! 
          
          I love u all «٩(*´∀`*)۶»

Min'na-san, I'm sorry once again but a lot is happening rn. I've been hacked and the hacker managed to get ahold of my accounts and asked me to do something immoral. I'm actually panicking on the inside rn, I want to cry but I can't because there's still a lot of things that my school requires me to pass like our thesis, speech, interviews, and exams.
          
          
          I just can't right now, I'm very sorry.

Gomen, min'na! I'm unable to update this month because we have a lot of exams. 
          There is good news tho, we have a week off. There will be no classes for a week next month, I'm planning to use that free time update instead of doing school-related stuff. I hope you guys understand, I'm really sorry ;-;
          

We have classes and I lost the file that I was almost finished with. It fckng hurts and I cried because that was supposed to be the new cover of this book. Everything, not even the sketch was left so I would have to start all over again. I rlly hurts my kokoro. 
          
          I'll post 'As You Wish' by next week hopefully.(typing this while in English class)
          
          OH!! And thank you very much for liking this book even if it's not that good! My notifications are blowing up with votes and people adding this book to their reading lists. Thank you very much 

Okay, kon'nichiwa min'na!
          I was thinking of doing 12 days of Christmas fluff (maybe a little suggestive content in some) w/ our Tsukki here so I'm going to publish maybe 12 oneshots that are shorter than usual just so I can keep up each day. I'm actually late but I'll try keeping up >~<
          If you have suggestions, go ahead~

I want to change the book cover, min'na ;-; 
           I was thinking of a scene from the book to become the cover but I don't know which
           scene >~<
           Any suggestions? :<
          

I want to post chapter 20 because I made you guys wait for too long but it's still incomplete. 6.3k words but yeah still incomplete. I'm so sorry but I promise I'll make it up to you guys by Christmas break ;-; and hopefully no projects are to be done during that break. I hope you understand ;^; 
          
          
          
          
          
           (Our school literally takes all of my time because they keep on posting activities in our googleclassroom. They want us to keep working like robots, 25/8 facing our laptop and doing their tasks without rest. I don't even have time to hust cry without doing anything so I look like a fool cryin in front of a laptop. Actually, the saddening part is that oir teachers are contradicting their words, they say "You can just rest today, no need to do anything, just rest," then proceeds to flood our google classroom with a hell load of works.)

Rant, skip to the good news ;-;
          
          BAD NEWS: Fuck, I feel so bad. I'm so, so sorry, min'na. Chapter 20's not going to be published this month. Schoolworks are piling up more and I try to finish all of them so I have time to finish Chapter 20 but there's really a lot. I don't even attend classes because we keep going back and forth to the hospital to check what's wrong with me. I'm sick and frustrated, I want to cry but that's just wasting my time. I don't want to sleep even though I should because that's probably the reason why I'm sick in the first place because I'm also wasting my time. I can't even do the schoolworks because my head is pounding, it's distracting me. 
          
          
          I'm so sorry, I hope you guys understand ;-;
          
          
          GOOD NEWS: About Chapter 20, after it I'll count the votes in the comment section and make that one shot first before chapter 21. Only one vote per person counts, I'm sorry.

          To those who are reading this..
          
          Gomen, min'na! I'm so sorry huhu T^T
          Time passed by so fast, it has almost been a month since I last updated. Our teachers are just--grr.
          
          I feel so bad, guilty even.. but I promise! I'll push my self to update this week! Thank you for understanding, min'na!