Queen Of The Clouds

I come back to this app like once a year to see what's going on, how many of u fools are still active

I want to write a note and stick it in a bouquet to give to my love. I don't know who they are yet, but I will one day. I want to kiss them when the characters kiss in a Disney movie from our childhood. I want to sing to them, making them laugh and smile for real, nothing forcing them to smile. I want to surprise them on a date, I won't tell them anything in advance, and when we get there I'll cover their eyes, and lead them to the date of *their* dreams. I want to teach them my favorite dances, even if they can't quite get it. I want to tell them how incredible they are, no reason to, no alterior motive, just to make them happy. I want to hug them from behind when they don't expect it. I want to open doors for them and take them to my favorite part of the bookstore, showing them all the books on the shelves that I've read. I want to sit looking at my plants in my back yard and smile thinking about them. I want to think about them every mundane moment, just to make it better. I want to kiss on new years and give them gifts for the holidays, spend the day before Valentine's day just thinking and thinking and thinking about them until the time flies. I want to text them at midnight as soon as their birthday starts. I want to be everything she wasn't for me. 2/2

After being broken up with, I realized I haven't really been loved in the relationship I was in. I needed so much more from her, and that sucks. I never want to feel that again. It's nearly been two weeks and honestly? I haven't felt better in a while. We dated for three years, so being single is new to me all over again. She was my first girlfriend. She couldn't give me what I needed and although that wasn't her fault it's something I had to come to terms with. Now I want to be everything I needed for someone one day. 1/2

So my show choir is doing newsies and our performance is next week and AAHWHAHWHAHWHEOAHWIJW I am the only first year drama student who got a solo I'm like  
          I'm singing edelweiss from sound of music :)

Erin its my birthday!
          
          i made it to 15 lol

@LivM77 oh dear please stop drawing hands take a break from the torment

Reuploading my old one shots book because I couldn't write this week and I won't be able to write week after this one so we'll see how that goes. 

Finally wrote a brand new chapter of what if- it's been since May since I last wrote, and oh my GOODNESS am I soo happy about it. I've been unable to stop writing for the past 48 hours, it's all I've thought about, and I appreciate you all welcoming me back :) I know we might never get my account back to what it was, especially in a, well, dying-ish fandom, but I appreciate any and all interaction you friends have to give :D I hope you can forgive me for being gone for almost six months, and I appreciate all the open arms to return to more than I can express! I know many of you have left the glee fandom, but if one of my upcoming chapters (and the end of glee being on netflix) can inspire you to *take a chance on me*, it would mean the world to me! Love you all!! If you need anything, anything at all, my messages are open :)
          
          dear god this is 875 words im so sorry-

So I've made an impulse decision to come back and I can't promise anything but I've gotten back into the glee fandom somehow and I just uh- I want to write what if again, if you guys are ok with me coming back :) I know I've been gone for ages but I hope you can welcome me back :D

So uh... Hi!