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Voices scream at you
          Saying 'You're not good enough!'
          Will you let them win?
          

Lessons read can open your mind
          To the endless possibilities one can find
          A world of knowledge and creativity
          One in which only your mind's eye can see
          
          Lessons seen and heard bring more wonder
          When the possibilities become a bit clearer
          Knowledge you tried to obtain through just words
          Understood with the help of your other senses
          
          Lessons experienced yields the greatest reward
          You trip and you fall yet you keep pressing forward
          Knowledge becomes wisdom when it's applied in life
          When you strive to be better rather than to give up in the strife

Memento Vivere
          
          As one life fades, another one takes its place
          In order to stay alive, one must die
          Memento Mori. Remember, you must die
          Memento Vivere. Remember, you must live
          Which of them is "Death"; which of them is "Life"
          Their fate, they leave for you to decide.

~No one deserves to be forgotten
          No one deserves to fade away
          No one should flicker out or have any doubt 
          That it matters that they are here
          No one deserves to disappear
          To disappear~
          -Disappear, Dear Evan Hansen

~I lost who I am
          And I can't understand
          Why my heart is so broken
          Rejecting your love~

Light abondoned her
          Leaving darkness in her world
          She screams silently

Luca-chan~ 

I don't want to do this anymore...

You know it's bad when you don't feel as optimistic as you used to. Especially on things that used to be exciting...

Words Within
          
          "Be yourself" (but do as we do)
          "Follow your heart" (your heart will only betray you)
          "We will never leave you" (unless you become useless)
          "Try your best" (although you will never be the best)
          
          "It's only going to get better" (it will never be better)
          "You matter" (you're a nobody)
          "We are here for you" (we don't care about you)
          "It's not your fault" (it's always your fault)
          "I'm sorry" (I'm not sorry)...
          
          *Smile* (I want to cry)
          "Everything is fine" (everything is not fine)
          "Leave me alone" (don't leave me)
          "Don't worry about me" (I need help)
          
          "I'm okay" (I am not okay)