PsychoDarkAngel_13

Yeah, I’m abandoning this account. But go follow my friend and i’s fanfic account @AlexGraceFanficz

AlexGraceFanficz

@Retr0_Err0r hello, I'm Lii's friend. We share this account. So if you still want to talk to them. You can message through this account
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Retr0_Err0r

I don't have discord TwT
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PsychoDarkAngel_13

Yeah, I’m abandoning this account. But go follow my friend and i’s fanfic account @AlexGraceFanficz

AlexGraceFanficz

@Retr0_Err0r hello, I'm Lii's friend. We share this account. So if you still want to talk to them. You can message through this account
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Retr0_Err0r

I don't have discord TwT
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PsychoDarkAngel_13

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Okay. I need to vent. Please do not reply or interact with this or respond in any way. I just need to scream at the world right now. 
          
          So, my uncle died Friday, November 5th. And I’ve been a complete wreck since. He died age 42, the funeral was on my dads birthday the 11th. And I could not even bare to be there. I ended up running away and to my house and stayed locked in my room crying for 2 days. I was really close with my uncle and I’m crying just writing this. I’m so angry to. Because after I finally came out of my room. I had to do social activity’s with my family for my dads birthday. And then do chores. And now I’m back at school. And I just fucking can’t. I’m so overwhelmed and so angry! MY UNCLE WAS A AMAZING PERSON AND IM PISSED HE DIDN’T ASK FOR HELP!!? He didn’t overdose but he got a infection around his heart and lungs from drinking, smoking, and doing dr*g$ for 2 years. And no one knew until he was in the emergency room. And now I can’t stop crying! I’m a fucking mess! But because no one knew I was close to him because we hadn’t talked in so long… I had to seem strong.. but I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t even walk up to his coffin! Or whatever it is called! I wasn’t there for the Barial! And I hate the fact everyone in my family is acting like nothing happened! I about killed myself when I got home and I’m still debating doing that! I’m so overwhelmed, angry and sad! AND THAT SAME FUCKING WEEK! THE SAME WEEK MY FRIEND SAID THAT THEY DIDNT NEED ME ANYMORE! AND IM BULLIED AT SCHOOL! IM IN THE BATHROOM BALLING MY EYES OUT! I can’t do it anymore… everything is to much. Why… WHY DO I ALWAYS LOOSE THE PEOPLE I CARE FOR?! EVERYONE FUCKING LEAVES ME! 
          GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!

PsychoDarkAngel_13

Hey guys. I’m gonna take a break. I don’t know when I will be back. But I’ll see you all then.

Retr0_Err0r

@PsychoDarkAngel_13 Okay luv ya stay safe sweetie
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