@lonelyuglygirl77 i know this is late but... I know how you feel.I hate myself all the time.my family is getting more split apart then before. at first my dad set all my mom and I's stuff on fire. (i was a baby at thetime) And my dad made my mom do drugs before and after she had me. Later on in my life My Grandpa Gordon Died of cancer and a heart attack. then my step dad and grandpa (from my mom's side) got into a fight so we aren't speaking to him... then me and my mom and baby sis ran from home for a night because my step dad as being a complete jerk (as always.) and weeks ago i found out i had ADHD, Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. and i'm only in sixth grade so this is a lot to deal with at my age.(im 11 not 12...yet.) so yeah i know how ya feel. but...dont worry. try to stay positive