PsychoticPerson

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I suddenly realize that I'm not important to these people.. These people I go to school with.. The people I've met.. Wouldn't they talk to you, right? Right. No wonder why when you try to fit in they shut you out, gossiping about you either in front of you or behind our back. You try to ignore it, cope with it in your own special way. One day I will snap, it could be out on anyone. Who knows? I could become a psycho and try to murder someone. I wouldn't be surprised if I did. I wouldn't be surprised if I become friends with this girl and I get jealous then I attempt to ruin all of her new friendships with people she meets. I've done it before. I tried to keep my best friend to myself when she became friends with the popular crowd, because once she did that, she spent less and less time with me, sending her fake new friends what I would say then them saying how I always start shit with her. I was trying to keep her with me! I wanted her to only be my friend because she was my first best friend that I told everything to, then she became displeased, not wanting to hear what I had to say, especially involving my father. Then people begin treating me like I'm committing crimes! I was innocent! I just wanted to keep my friend. I don't know why I deserved this, I was just doing this because I was afraid she'd leave me then talk shit about me. Which she did but she just continues to lie saying how she didn't. If I ever trust someone so much that I want them to stay away shady people that they attempt to be friends with.. That means I truly care for you.. Who wouldn't do that?

PsychoticPerson

this message may be offensive 
I suddenly realize that I'm not important to these people.. These people I go to school with.. The people I've met.. Wouldn't they talk to you, right? Right. No wonder why when you try to fit in they shut you out, gossiping about you either in front of you or behind our back. You try to ignore it, cope with it in your own special way. One day I will snap, it could be out on anyone. Who knows? I could become a psycho and try to murder someone. I wouldn't be surprised if I did. I wouldn't be surprised if I become friends with this girl and I get jealous then I attempt to ruin all of her new friendships with people she meets. I've done it before. I tried to keep my best friend to myself when she became friends with the popular crowd, because once she did that, she spent less and less time with me, sending her fake new friends what I would say then them saying how I always start shit with her. I was trying to keep her with me! I wanted her to only be my friend because she was my first best friend that I told everything to, then she became displeased, not wanting to hear what I had to say, especially involving my father. Then people begin treating me like I'm committing crimes! I was innocent! I just wanted to keep my friend. I don't know why I deserved this, I was just doing this because I was afraid she'd leave me then talk shit about me. Which she did but she just continues to lie saying how she didn't. If I ever trust someone so much that I want them to stay away shady people that they attempt to be friends with.. That means I truly care for you.. Who wouldn't do that?