@PugzAndCoffeeBreath
Hey everyone!
I just wanted to let you know I'm almost completely integrated to AO3. It's just a lot easier to write there and just more worth it. So thank you for everything, and if you ever want to check out my works there it's still Pugzadcoffeebreath
Thank you once again!
I miss my laptop
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA
FUCK
so no more stories until I get a new laptop. My screen is completely shattered now.
I'm so done at this point
RuMoUr HaS IT HE aiNT gOt YoUrE lOVe No mOrE
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sHIT
im in trouble
THINGS I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY A DOCTOR BECAUSE MY MEDICAID ONLY PAOD FOR THE CHEAPEST POSSIBLE/ I WAS GOING TO THE CLOWNS DOCTOR-
-That my back pain (you know the one that makes it so i literally can't move without bawling for an hour some day) was because of stress and i needed to stop being dramatic
-My skin bloating to twice its size was completely normal because I was female
-Constantly being sick was also because i was female
-They can't test me for ADHD/Dyslexia because the results conflict with Depression and Anxiety.
-Literally told my grandpa I was faking dissociation for attention
-It is not possible for anyone to read over 400wpm
-My tics were faked
-He refused to diagnose me with depression and anxiety for 4 years because I was female and he was sure i was on my period
VS. What I have recently found out
-My backpain is not caused by stress but the fact that my spine is messed up
-My skin bloating twice its size and i was constantly having ALLERGIC REACTIONS (still don't know why but we are getting me tested soon)
-I can be diagnosed with ADHD. In fact it is very likely because ADHD is very common on both sides of my family
-Me dissociating is a sign of extreme trauma and also because of the depression
-I can actually 650-800 WPM depending on font and size of font
-I've had tics my entire life. They are now a lot worse because of my anxiety.
So fuck shitty doctors
My favourite thing to do is find songs that match the books I read. I decided to read 'The Song Of Achilles' while listening to 'Achilles Come Down'.
With 'SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK' I read 'Red White And Royal Blue'.
With Harry Potter I play 'A Good Songs Never Die'.
Don't ask why i just do. Do you? What pairs are your favourite?
God why haven't i read this before?
https://discord.gg/yVkasvnM Heres the link to my Hogwarts Discord. +13