I just finished KMOTL. Thank you for creating characters that I care about, and I really hope that they can find their way to health and happiness.
That applies to you too, Nero. Please get whatever help you need and get healthy.
Let me play the “age and experience” card (I’m 59, and have been fully out of the closet for 33 years) and say that life really does get better. Even when things seem impossibly dark, you can make it through the hell.