Oh my god I love bee’s 🐝

…life fuckin sucks it’s the same shit everyday, wake up and do school work or don’t even get up out of bed then eat the same shity ramen cause that’s all we can afford or at least what I can eat cause if we do get lucky and be able to cook something edible for dinner a good chunk of the time I can’t eat it cause it’s stuff my body can’t handle due to my stupid sensory crap and the tastes or I can eat it but only a small bit of the food cause the rest is stuff I don’t like which I can’t fuckin control over or since I don’t have much energy ever anymore so I’m normally napping whenever possible I don’t get woken up for dinner and once I do wake up I get told about it but not where it is or which bag is fuckin mine to eat… I’m so tired of this crap and yet people question why I seem so pissy or never do anything anymore but if I do manage to get up out of my bed for once in my life and clean a little bit of my stupid prison cell of a bedroom I’m then ask to do multiple other bullshit they can do themselves and I instantly get burned out and on top of it all I’m in Highschool and highly burnt out even more with the same shit I’ve done everyday since I was 5 so I’m lucky if I manage to even do a single assignment for a day or even for a entire week from how done and worn out my entire being is

i swear my math teacher is such a whiny bitch, her voice is such a headache and she just talks to talks and doesnt do shit and the fact i woke up with a headache and pure bordem cause i dont have shit to do and energy at all plus the most worst sleep in my life... also ya my conversations area is just so i can rant and vent about whatever the fuck i need to get off my chest or just cant easily say to someone in person or just cause i fuckin can cause only two people i know irl know about this place and no one else does so HAHA fools

happy halloween bitches, ima chain chomp for my costume >:3

i swear i hate periods, my entire body aches and i cant get comfy and im also freezing but cant take a bath or melting skin off hot shower cause stupid classes for school and im not taking the pc to the bathroom with me cause thats just weird as fuck even though some people do that but still i fuckin hate this day T-T

...dont question me also dont read unless you dare, youve been warned 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          "I was bored and kinda horny, figured i'd pick up a book. I found the necronomicon, thought that I should take a look. I did the chants and did the dance, and much to my surprise, I found an ancient deity with tentacles and glowing eyes! He poured some wine and said let's have some fun. Now Cthulhu knows why they call me the deep one. I fucked Cthulhu good, I thought i'd have some cosmic horror turns out i'm a cosmic whore! I fucked Cthulhu good! No casualties or sacrifices, the only thing getting buried here was wood"

fun fact i still live i mainly just check notifacations cause ive been too lazy to read books (and the fact i hate light mode and dont know if wattpad has dark mode to make it easier on my sensitive eyes to actually read shit like all the other random ass sites im on)

the days are starting to feel like its looping again, i want out but i everything i do it feels the same. i hate it... luckily my uncle is teaching me guitar tomorrow so that'll hopefully help

is it just me or does anybody else randomly demand attention from friends but dont actually wanna message or call them just in case their sleeping since me and my friends are mentally unstable and shit and need any rest we can get 0-0?

SPOOKY TIME ALL DAY AND NIGHT!

Bleb