Pure Intellect

Feeling depressed because I have been trying to find someone that will hire me but they want someone with experience. And feeling even worse since I need experience for a job.
          
          I've applied everywhere that I could, and I haven't heard back from any of them.
          
          Three years out of high school and you would think that I'd have my life together by now. But I'm right back where I was three years ago when I graduated from high school. 
          
          I've made no progress. I've made no money. And whenever I go to write my mind wanders making it difficult to stay on task.
          
          I want to cry and scream until my throat bleeds and my eyes burn but I can't because I'm so physically numb from the constant drop in my expectations. I'm so out of touch with my feelings that I feel like I have become a raging bitch that lashes out at her loved ones because of how helpless I feel. 
          
          I don't like to feel as helpless as I do, and I don't have a healthy way to vent out my frustrations. And I'm frustrated because I want a chance to work somewhere part time for at least 6 months to a year, and no one is giving me a chance. 
          
          Thank you for reading this, and to those who were hoping for good news let me give you more bad news.
          Until I am able to find work or earn money from my skills, I won't be writing on Wattpad, AO3, Fanfiction.net, or Tumblr for free anymore.
          
          My stories that are on my accounts are not up for adoption to anyone wondering.

All this month I will be fixing up She's My Daughter and I might republish it onto this platform. 
          That's a big maybe though, since someone had tried to hack my account.
          The only way that story will be coming back is if people stop asking me for updates because I don't get paid to write yet. I am still writing for free.

I will be taking She's My Daughter down from Wattpad to rework it and to see if people deserve it depending on how people behave and if I am asked to update my story when I've asked people to stop.

The next chapter for She's My Daughter! is on my Ko-Fi account if you are impatient and want to read the next chapter now. It is $5 and I am working on the chapters after it so that I will have more here for those of you who want to read my story for free can enjoy it too. 

I have been running on pure coffee and anxiety. From the coffee and anxiety, I have written the rough drafts of three new chapters for my Cringey Crossover fanfiction that most of you follow me for. 
          And I swear, if I get asked to update my story that I am putting my blood, sweat and tears into making FOR FREE, then I will be taking longer on purpose. 
          DON'T ASK ME FOR UPDATES UNLESS YOU HAVE PAID $3 FOR A COFFEE. 
          I WRITE THIS FOR FREE AND I WILL STOP ALL ACTIVITY FOR THIS STORY IF I AM ASKED AGAIN. 

I'm thinking of writing for Harry Potter. I have the first few chapters ready to be published, but I'm not sure where to post it. 
          
          Should I post my work in progress here, would anyone want to read it? 
          Or should I post it somewhere else for it to be read? 

Working on more for She's My Daughter! Should have the next chapter up soon.

Hello everyone! I have good news for those of you who are waiting on the next chapter for She's My Daughter! I have been inspired to start writing once more about I am happy to announce that there will be an actual chapter as well as a special chapter! Please stay tuned for both! 

Hello to my followers and readers. 
          
          I am stuck on what to do in regards of writing my story, She's My Daughter, and I decided to set up a Discord server for suggestions. You may join here: https://discord.gg/3WPd62P
          
          I apologize in advance as it is USA centered, but that is where I live. 

WOW
          8.9k views.
          WHy? My story isn't even good.......