Purple21Hearts

Sam, mahay man mommy Sam. :(

Purple21Hearts

Raven, nisunod jud ka ni Yuni. Hehehe gibiyaan jud ninyos lola. Wala nako diri nahabilin, inyo mama nalang.  Sakit pero dawat nako love, dawat nako kay kakita ko unsa ka nag suffer. Sorry, sorry kay wala pa jud si lola money para mapatambalan mo ug tarong. Sorry kay selfish si lola nga wala mo nako gipanghatag sa lain. Love kay tamo super ug sorry kaayo jud

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When I knew your mom was pregnant, I cried. When you came to the world I was the happiest. When I gave you away, I was sad. But when you come back home every morning knocking on our gate, I was in awe. When they gave you back to me, I knew you were mine to keep for sure but seems like God was telling me you weren't mine to keep and he took you away from my grip.

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Who said you could leave then bring a piece of me with you? Yuni, it's hard. It's the first day of waking up early in the morning to find you missing on the spot you use to take. It's hard for me to look at raven and yana knowing I lost you and I couldn't do anything about it. People may move on but I just couldn't. Love, Lola's still looking for coping mechanisms to help me out through out the day. Deep breaths won't just ease the pain in my aching heart. They would never understand being left a part of myself empty. They would never understand the unbearable pain to face the future without you. I saw you grew, I held you the moment you came into my world and I held you, the moment you left myside forever.  I will always love you and Lola will continue to fight for my dreams in the hopes of giving the three of you a lavish life in the future.  
          
          I may not be able to stand back on my feet right away, but surely love, I'll make you proud one day. This pain will serve as a lesson in molding who I am gonna be. 
          
          -mommyla