Roxas | Elise Rose

its been a while hasnt it?

im never coming back

i feel like im right by death's door. even when im not. i feel like i'll get there soon enough.

i hate myself.
          
          
          but i love to smile.

how are u??? are u feeling well T^T

If you're the one protecting me, then who's the one protecting you?

funny piano playing from the depths of ur heart

I made a story... its a work in progress and its definitely something. Its about a dream I had. About someone dearly beloved. You should check it out!!!

Today... life changed... for the better...
          
          
          so much of the better...
          
          my heart is going to explode.

I want to sleep and never wake up again
          
          I don't know if I'll manage to see the end of 2020
          
          I've done nothing but cry this past hour. I feel the weakest I've ever been all year and my world is falling apart. And things are only getting worse.
          
          I don't think I have anything left to live for... so that I think a special someone is gone.