tessa gray

I'm writing up character notes for Adora (the book) and I'm mildly having a crisis over Adora's (the character) appearance. she's always had black hair and blue eyes since I started writing the book but is that like a lame yucky stereotype? like I feel like in all those y/n books people make fun of the girl always has 'bright blue orbs' and like black hair and I don't want people to see adora that way but that's how she's always been and I don't feel right changing that? But again I don't want her to get dogged on for having the basic cringe y/n appearance 
          
          advice welcomed

GUYS ONE OF MY FAVORITE BOOK SERIES THAT I RECENTLY DISCOVERED IS FROM LIKE THE 2010s AND IT IS SO GOOD 
          
          I was genuinely expecting some twilight type cringe but it is genuinely so good and I reread it all the time and it's one of those series you just wish you could forget and read for the first time again because it just sucked in for all 6 books
          
          its called the Embrace series, because the first book is called Embrace (by Jessica Shirvington) please go read it (if it seems up your alley don't feel pressured by some random girl on the inter webs)
           
          this is the synopsis from Google books (lmao)
          Seventeen-year-old Violet Eden's world is turned upside down when she falls for the sexy and aloof Lincoln and discovers he is part angel and part human. As Violet gets caught up in an ancient battle between dark and light, she must choose her path because the wrong decision could cost not only her life but her eternity.
          
          OKAY I LOVE YOU DARLINSG ADORA UPDATE COMING SOON
          
          xxTess

my favorite poem i've ever written is about growing up and i want to share it but I don't know where

god, what has life become? i really miss the wattpad from back in like, 2020. we were all bored and just having a good time on here together but now no one i used to talk to is active anymore. im older now, things are so much harder. but i still love you, yes, you reading this. i will probably always be here, lurking and reading, even if it doesn’t seem like it. im just so tired. so so tired. i dont hardly have any time to write, let alone the motivation to. all we ever wanted to do was grow up, and now we just want to be little again. young and naïve and happy. god, so so happy. i start school tomorrow. i’ll be a junior in high school. only two years left and then probably four more. or six, i dunno yet. i dont know what im doing in any aspect of my life. all i can do is live it day by day. stay sweet and live in every single moment, darlings. i love you with all of my heart.
          
          ~hedgehog

“im tryin’ too hard, but i can’t not try.”
          
          way less sad by AJR

“If no one in the entire world cared about you, did you really exist at all?”
          
          ~Theresa Gray

people cry not because they're weak
          
          it’s because they've been strong for too long.
          
          -johnny depp

im trying to do homework to the Violet evergarden soundtrack and I've started sobbing...
          
          
          ITS BEEN A ROUGH DAY OK

PSA to all parents out there:
          Never, ever, ever comment on how much your child is eating.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YOU BEAUTIFUL BABIES!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! THIS IS OUR TIME! 
          
          If anyone goes to any sort of pride celebration, DO LET ME KNOW! I unfortunately won't be able to go to any. Stay safe!! I love you so much!!
          
          ~Tessa