Purple girl 💜

Okay, I honestly was in tears when the show opened, and I saw them standing there. It honestly felt like we were never going to see that image ever again, and yes, I'm aware they have to disband one day, but for now, let me enjoy having my seven Anpanmen back for a while.
          
          Also, I'm still kind of on the fence about this album, but hearing and seeing them perform it live, the songs sounded so much better. That extra, overly heavy autotune sound was kind of not there, and it was sweet of them to include a few fan favorites to show they are still the Bangtan we know and love 

For the first time in almost 10 years of being a BTS fan, I'm confused about how I feel about this album 
          
          Like, I feel like its good they experimented with a new vibe, but then, on the other side I feel like its missing that personal touch they've put into most of their albums, especially that midas touch of PD Min, aka Agust D, aka Suga, aka Thee Min Yoongi 
          
          I mean, I heard him in '2.0' at the beginning, and I was like, that's the Suga I was waiting for. Actually, that whole song feels more like them, especially the rap line 

I'm a very confused yet happy woman these days like we're counting down the last few hours till BTS' comeback, then 3rd of April, my other loves monsta x are returning with their 3rd English album 
          
          It's a bit sad Changkyun won't be there, but from the pictures I've seen, it seems he participated in the recording of the album before he enlisted in the military 
          
          Then there's my cute babies Enhypen like what happened, why did Heeseung just suddenly up and leave the group in the middle of promotion their latest album, and seeing only 6 of them hurts my heart because I loved our cute little Bambi 
          
          Anyway I keeping my fingers crossed that his solo career succeeds and is everything he dreamed of 

Hello Sunshine's 
          Blame me got edited to the best of my abilities and reposted since my friend has been nagging me about it and because her bias Changkyun is going into the military next month and she's all tears so yeah tell me what y'all think because I've never written a Y/N story 

I know I'm late, but happy New Year, everyone 
          May I be filled with grace, joy, and all the happiness your heart desires, and God grants you ❤️
          

How did I end up like this? How did things end up like this? It's been six months since I saw the love of my life on a flight to Puerto Rico, to go and enjoy himself at his college friends' annual reunion.
          
          Little did I know saying goodbye to him at the airport would be the last I would ever see him, and that my world would be shattered into a million pieces at the news that my fiancé James's plane went missing.
          
          At first, they tried everything possible to search for and find the plane, but nothing came of it. Then they finally decided to end the search and hopefully one day retrieve possibly what was left of the plane.

Oh and I actually have two new stories one that I wrote to get through the loss of a friend who was actually my soulmate in many ways but unfortunately when we finally decided to give it a chance death stole him from me and then the other is just a chaotic love story 
          
          Imagine thinking the love of your life died in and when you finally decide to move on he pops up out of the blue - what would you do ? 

I've been done with these previous stories of mine that my friends have been nagging me about because they want to read them and stuff but honestly I have just been lacking the energy to upload because these contractors we've been working with has had my literally fighting and cussing them out because they really want to be sneaky and over charge me when I literally am doing half the work for them 
          
          I mean I have 7 contractors come and go, I mean I even told one to go f..... himself when he told me to know my place as a woman and keep quiet and I was like MF who you talking to even as a woman I won't hesitate to knock your disrespectful ass out , my uncle did not teach me thing and how to handle myself for a man to walk over me so please keep trying me 
          
          Anyway I don't know if I'm going to upload those stories or just go with my new one ? 
          
          What do y'all think ?

Happy heritage day to my fellow South Africans ❤️ 
          
          I know I've been AWOL a lot, but I've been battling some health issues, trying to handle work and try to do some repairs at home (which is a battle because the contractor fights me on everything I want done)
          
          And also  yes I do remember I promised some of my readers I would repost my previous two stories and more, which I have been kinda reading and making changes to, so hopefully, I'll be done with those soon
          
          Remember, I might have been gone, but I missed you guys and will try to make more effort to return here
          
          Anyway, I hope you all stay safe in this now very chaotic world, and remember, I love y'all ❤️ 
          
          

Hello Sunshines ❤️
          
          I just want to take a moment and thank the new readers who added my story Love in the Club: Serendipity to their reading lists. I really appreciate it, and I'm glad you are enjoying it, although it's a re-upload of an old story 
          
          Then I also want to apologize for being slow with updates, but I was hospitalized for a while, but I promise to finish Love in the club: Serendipity and Love in the club: Sweet night 
          
          I appreciate your patience and understanding 
          
          Borahae ❤️