PurpleMochigirl

Hey sunshines  
          	
          	Hope you're all doing well because I'm not because I'm like literally mouring the passing of Liam Payne from One Direction
          	
          	Not everyone knows this, but before I became a BTS ARMY, my friends and I were the biggest Directioners 
          	
          	Just like I laugh and find happiness is BTS' being funny and goofy, I did the same with them especially whenever my studies were getting to much and literally made me cry, I'd just watch video of them being  silly during interviews or concerts and feel better immediately. 
          	
          	But I want to bring it back to how they were the happiness for all of us once upon a time but yet the same people that called themselves fans of Directioners were mean and horrible to Liam who was already dealing with alot mentally, career-wise and personally 
          	
          	Liam, I hope his passing will let people wake up and realize that we're all human, and we all break. Hell, even I deal with depression and stuff, but I'm greatful to have friends I can talk to anytime, which I wish Liam had and then maybe everything that happened to him in Argentina and these stupid social media trolls wouldn't have happened and his son would still have had his dad, his parents their son, his sisters their brother and us fans our sweet, always smiling Liam 
          	
          	He was always open about he's struggles with depression, and substance abuse and I know he literally tried to fight it for the sake of his son but as I said personal and career issues caused people to troll him and that weighed on him and lead him down a dark path which lead to us loosing him forever and I hope that gives everyone that treated him bad sleepless nights and fill them with guilt.
          	
          	It's been a week since his passing, and I still can't believe I have to write R.I.P Liam Payne. Thank you for always giving us your best even though you were struggling yourself. I hope you're finally at peace and safe in the arms of Jesus, we'll miss you 
          	
          	

PurpleMochigirl

Hey sunshines  
          
          Hope you're all doing well because I'm not because I'm like literally mouring the passing of Liam Payne from One Direction
          
          Not everyone knows this, but before I became a BTS ARMY, my friends and I were the biggest Directioners 
          
          Just like I laugh and find happiness is BTS' being funny and goofy, I did the same with them especially whenever my studies were getting to much and literally made me cry, I'd just watch video of them being  silly during interviews or concerts and feel better immediately. 
          
          But I want to bring it back to how they were the happiness for all of us once upon a time but yet the same people that called themselves fans of Directioners were mean and horrible to Liam who was already dealing with alot mentally, career-wise and personally 
          
          Liam, I hope his passing will let people wake up and realize that we're all human, and we all break. Hell, even I deal with depression and stuff, but I'm greatful to have friends I can talk to anytime, which I wish Liam had and then maybe everything that happened to him in Argentina and these stupid social media trolls wouldn't have happened and his son would still have had his dad, his parents their son, his sisters their brother and us fans our sweet, always smiling Liam 
          
          He was always open about he's struggles with depression, and substance abuse and I know he literally tried to fight it for the sake of his son but as I said personal and career issues caused people to troll him and that weighed on him and lead him down a dark path which lead to us loosing him forever and I hope that gives everyone that treated him bad sleepless nights and fill them with guilt.
          
          It's been a week since his passing, and I still can't believe I have to write R.I.P Liam Payne. Thank you for always giving us your best even though you were struggling yourself. I hope you're finally at peace and safe in the arms of Jesus, we'll miss you 
          
          

PurpleMochigirl

Happy JINdependence Day ❤️
          I'm so happy my bias is finally home, and the way the members were hugging each other melted my heart . You could see they really missed each other, and the final thing to make me sob was the OT 7 pic 
          
          I swear I miss them 

PurpleMochigirl

I've been battling PCOS and endometriosis for years and depression is one of the symptoms of it but I can honestly say I'm made massive strides in battling it and day by day I'm making strides to improving my condition.
          
          My battles with my family didn't make it easy but since deciding to focus on me and my health, I'm feeling more in control since cutting out everyone toxic, I've been having the most peace I've had in years.
          
          

PurpleMochigirl

Thank you, guys. I appreciate you guys ❤️
            Sorry for only replying now. I'm not active on here a lot anymore 
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Ninniwrites044

@PurpleMochigirl OMG I'm so happy for u , u wl get well soon and I hope u wl get better bothe mentally and physically 
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Shalana556

I’m glad you’re slowly but surely getting better mentally and physically…your good is now, your better is around the corner and your best is yet to come…hwaiting!!!
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Ninniwrites044

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@PurpleMochigirl no I'm not measuring myself against anyone lmao  , I used to do that before but no way I'll let these cheap PPL win , ik I'm precious and that although they don't think so I don't give a fuck about them or their thoughts becoz mine matter most to me and I'm happy just the way I am , like sometimes I feel I need to do something better and I try that's it but I stopped caring about such PPL now theyre just family for namesake , well if u would consider my family a family , but sometimes I feel jealous of PPL with good families and relatives 

PurpleMochigirl

The way every member of my family think it's ok to emotionally and mentally destroy me and then come back like they did nothing is just fascinating, and then when I distance myself and do my own thing they get mad and still find ways to destroy me and my plans 
          
          Honestly, I'm ready to cut all ties with these toxic people, and that will be soon, and they will honestly never see me or hear from me again because I'm just exhausted by everything at this damn point 

Shalana556

@PurpleMochigirl that’s only what we can try to do…many others have been or is currently riding the waves you are. It’s sad but what to do but try to do whatever to keep yourself sane in this life.
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PurpleMochigirl

@Shalana556 I'm trying, and I promise I'm ignoring the negative and just gonna try and be happy 
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PurpleMochigirl

Y'all this story is like my pride and joy since it's my first ever story and I'm sure you all have picked up on the crazy number of errors but that what happens with you first story I guess and also I didn't even expect this story to get alot of readers or votes but here we've reached 3k which makes me soooo happy my heart could burst 
          
          So I just want to thank everyone who took time out to read and vote on my story, I really appreciate you guys more than you know ❤️
          
          modu gomawoyo ❤️
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/314743214