Purple_Anxiety

Y'all ...wanna watch some vids I posed???
          	
          	https://youtu.be/wK1cvPwKiGA
          	
          	https://youtu.be/7BvByJN8IhU
          	
          	If the links don't work, search "Miss Chievous II" on YouTube.

Purple_Anxiety

Y'all, I feel like an absolute child liking TMNT. I'm like- obsessed with it rn. I feel like I'm too old... No offense to y'all, if you are confident being 35 (I'm not 35) and liking it, that's fine, I'm just embarrassed bc my friends read these.

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OKAY- do y'all have those frenemies that you're not really FRIENDS with, but you make fun of each other? There's this dude I used to not like AT ALL, but we started talking more and more, and I kinda like him now.  We make fun of eachother and shut, and we're both the middle child. ✌️ Yesterday in studyhall we were talking and laughing the whole time with my friend, it was great tbh. Like- we wouldn't ever invite each other places or talk outside of school, so we're not really friends, but we don't hate each other like we used to, yk? Idk maybe I'm just delulu. But he's cute  and I already made a playlist for him lol.

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I'm sitting there like: ⊙⁠.⁠☉ 
          
          My mom was making food, so I was observing what she was making and she yelled "this isn't about you, stop looking at me!". And my emotional ass started tearing up. "I can't just have a conversation with my husband, can I? One of you always has to cry!" So I was like "I'm not crying over tha-"  "I was talking to him about the flowers, you didn't get the flowers you should be fine!" I walk to my room, she's yelling at me from the kitchen. (Note, I hate artificial light, so when the Sun is up I open my curtains and turn off my light.)  She comes to my room and turns on the light. "No, you don't get to walk away, I did nothing. I was just trying to talk to my husband! You have no reason to cry"  "Mom, people have emotions, that's the real world. I was hurt by the way you talked to me, you know I'm emotional. We all have emotions, and sometimes we react in situations that don't involve us" we walks away. I turn my light back on. About 5 minutes later she comes back in, angrily turning my light back on "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to talk to you like that"  "Okay"  "It's not 'okay'. I'm sorry"  "Okay". It takes me time to forgive people, so if you were to give me 20 minutes to think and then apologize to me, I would respond with "I forgive you". But I needed the time to process the situation. She seemed offended that I just said okay. 
          
          This was 10 minutes ago, I'm sitting in my room with my light back off ✌️

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(I was eating my food when this was happening, so I was also in the kitchen) My mom was fighting with my dad over the flowers that he got her. She loved them. But she noticed that one of the flowers were broken, so she said "Oh, this one broke". My dad thought she was mad about it, "Oh, I didn't know, sorry. It's not that big of a deal though". So she was confused "I wasn't blaming you, I was just observing it." 
          
          He had a moment of realization "Oh, sorry, I thought you were blaming me". He tried to go downstairs to change (bc he just got home from work), but she yelled "don't leave, we're having a conversation. You can't just assume I'm ungrateful for the flowers. Why can't I just come home and be happy?! I just ruin everything, I ruined this, I could have just gotten home and be happy!" My dad was like 'my god'. Blah blah blah, she's saying she makes everything worse. 
          
          During this, btw, my dad is just standing there, occasionally saying "I'm sorry, I know. You don't ruin everything". But she keeps yelling and eventually just tells him to go away. 
          
          I have to go write this in two posts or else there would be too much for me to post in one message.

Purple_Anxiety

Y'all I really am trying to work on my stories, but it's been really hard lately . Ik I started them ages ago, but I'm a really good procrastinator. I promise I'm going to start editing them this week, or at LEAST the TMNT ones bc I'm in that phase RN.

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Yeaaaaah so um.... I noticed how many books I have started and haven't continued... This is because I become obsessed with different fandoms very often, and leave the old ones. It can become hard to continue a book about TMNT characters when I'm now obsessed with Mha (just an example). Rn I'm obsessed w Harry Potter, so I'll be writing bout that. Sorry lol.