Uhmm. Please dont kill yourself. Honestly with my luck u may not be talking about that... but in case you are, like, please dont. Life is hard, it sucks, it's horrible. Yea, but you can better yourself. Get away from those people, make yourself happy. Like, go to the movies, go shopping, get the hotdog that you've been wanting for a couple of days. Dont let others ruin you. They are obiously assholes. You still have your whole life ahead of you. I mean, one day you'll be sitting on a couch laughing your heart out. You could have kids and a husband and even grandkids. Jus cause it's hard now dont mean it'll be hard forever