GayInBangladesh

When you don't fking know if you should address what ur crying about or just play SDV for the rest of the night and leave that for tomorrow

Me: I hate my period
          
          "But at least you know your not pregnant"
          
          Me: .... I AM A LESBIAN VIRGIN 

GUESS WHO JUST TESTED FUCKING POSITIVE 

DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY LESVIAN ANIME RECS BE PLEASE, I NEED SOME

Sooooo, my crush keeps leaving me in read and last time she texted back she said basically"hey sorry I didn't respond earlier, I saw the messages but kept forgetting to respond. Anyway here's that thing for the project" and yeah-
          
          I was already convinced she hated me and then on Thanksgiving she gave me a card and said I was fun to hang out with and talk to and that I was pretty so yeah

Am I the only one who has convinced myself that most of my friends feel forced into saying 'yes' when I ask to hangout and just really tolerate me being around and hate when I do literally anything so I've ended up distancing myself from them but rlly rlly want to hangout-

My Thanksgiving was yesterday but I know I'm like 10hours ahead of where ppl usually celebrate it even if it's evening but-
          
          happy frickin Thanksgiving, gobble gobble

(to the tune of 'hit me baby one more time')
          
          my anxiousness, is killing me~
          (and I~)
          I must confess, I need to leave-
          (need to leave!)
          when I'm with people I lose my miiiiiind~
          pick up the siiiiiiigns-
          please could you shut up my mind!
          
          (I don't like the last rhyme but this is basically an example of MY 'shower thoughts')

"So in science class that day we were giving speeches and- well i dont wanna say 'mini anxiety attack', idk what counts as one but i had this whole internal freak out and was crying a lot and-"
          
          "no that's an anxiety attack, they come in many different forms."
          
          *sudden realization that my brain's excuse of "it's not THAT bad, suck it up. you haven't even had a real anxiety attack you attention seeking egotistical shit" is wrong and I've actually had SEVERAL, LIKE ALOT of actual anxiety attcks*

Teacher: "now we've got to do these interviews because when we get an idea of course we're all confident about it and think it's great, but sometimes we need other people's opinions to give us a new perspective and maybe tell how you can change it a bit. maybe it wasn't such a great idea!"
          
          my brain: mentally healthy people actually have confidence in stuff they do ad think...  damn, not me-