QUEINSPIRA

Coming through changes in life.
          	Could happen during teenagehood or adulthood.
          	Maybe both.
          	Everyone copes with it depending on his beliefs and strenghts.
          	But I bet we do focus on our weakness.
          	Following a traumatic event or either a happy one.
          	Going through phases, growing up and doubting.
          	Learning and going forward.
          	Still caught by the past.
          	We have the power to master the way we think about life.
          	What surround us.
          	Why can't we do our best to be the one we want to be?
          	Change comes slow.
          	The slower the better.
          	But isn't it hard? when you feel like you will never escape that trap you set yourself into.
          	The key is acceptance, know where you're starting and visualize where you're going.
          	Begin slowly, set your choices, be consistent and kind to yourself.
          	But isn't it hard? When i'm not willing to continue, when i think of it as an imminent fail.
          	Telling yourself this could never be a part of your accomplishements. 
          	Going through hardships is part of the process, you're doing great.
          	In fact your strenght build up day by day, following gain in confidence or achievement.
          	Even if you aren't aware of it.
          	Reaching the smallest goals.
          	Being proud everynight.
          	Of the smallest accomplishements.
          	Just look forward to the next morning. 
          	Welcome positivity as an indivisible part of those thoughts.
          	Be grateful, thank God for everything you have and pray about keeping your peace and your health.
          	The fact that you're aware of wanting to change is already a good step.
          	You're your own, you're on your own.
          	At the end of the day, you're the only one that matters, you and your thoughts. 
          	Make them better, make them how you want them to be.
          	You do have that ability. 
          	You're so clever.
          	No others beings gonna owns you something.
          	You're your own best friend so be indulgent.
          	Change will happen, don't set unbelivable things either.
          	Your value is huge.
          	But isn't it hard? When you don't know how to start, how to cope with faillure or how to be satisfied with sucess.

QUEINSPIRA

inspired by: 
          	                      POETIC BEAUTY: JAEHYUN 재현
          	  leaded by: 
          	                     my own perception and spirit 
          	  
          	                                               To: you
          	   much love and hope       From: you
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QUEINSPIRA

CHAPTER0. TRY AGAIN
          	  You have it all.
          	  You can mold it the way you want.
          	  The way you think, the way you act, the way you exchange with your loved ones.
          	  The way you smile or the way you cry.
          	  How far you go when you get angry.
          	  Such small things can hide incredible insecurites.
          	  Why being insecure when the world is waiting for you to shine.
          	  Get rid of those, you can do it.
          	  You're the only one you're owning something to.
          	  You can make yourself how you want to.
          	  Nothing's too serious.
          	  I welcome the new you, however how much time you try again, it's what gonna make it better.
          	  And then, an epiphany.
          	  You will keep changing with time.
          	  Your behavior will change when you grow older.
          	  Your thoughts will change with the things you're gonna experiment.
          	  The more mature the more aware.
          	  The more aware the less sane.
          	  Your worries will turn to something else.
          	  Your confidence will be unwavering.
          	  Changes.
          	  Part of life.
          	  Don't pressure yourself.
          	  You will be inspired by others things.
          	  You will be so happy that you will feel like your heart is gonna explode.
          	  You will be happy. 
          	  You're writing this story.
          	  Step by step.
          	  An odyssey towards well being and self love.
          	  The actual you and the new one will be alright.
          	  You should know that i'm always on your side.
          	  We will be alright.
          	  Please try again.
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QUEINSPIRA

CHAPTER4. TRY AGAIN
          	  Go further
          	  Search deeper
          	  Maybe something you haven't tought about?
          	  Not satisfied with your changes so far.
          	  You're turning into a new aura.
          	  Maybe you're doing too much.
          	  Is the new you telling you it is not enough?
          	  Shouldn't the new you be in harmony with what you inspire to?
          	  Shouldn't it give you back the patience and the kindness you gifted it during all this time?
          	  You failed, the new you isn't what you had on thoughts.
          	  You're asking yourself is it serious? 
          	  Do I really want to change? Will I continue to not reach my purposes? Will I be able to face the world?
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QUEINSPIRA

Coming through changes in life.
          Could happen during teenagehood or adulthood.
          Maybe both.
          Everyone copes with it depending on his beliefs and strenghts.
          But I bet we do focus on our weakness.
          Following a traumatic event or either a happy one.
          Going through phases, growing up and doubting.
          Learning and going forward.
          Still caught by the past.
          We have the power to master the way we think about life.
          What surround us.
          Why can't we do our best to be the one we want to be?
          Change comes slow.
          The slower the better.
          But isn't it hard? when you feel like you will never escape that trap you set yourself into.
          The key is acceptance, know where you're starting and visualize where you're going.
          Begin slowly, set your choices, be consistent and kind to yourself.
          But isn't it hard? When i'm not willing to continue, when i think of it as an imminent fail.
          Telling yourself this could never be a part of your accomplishements. 
          Going through hardships is part of the process, you're doing great.
          In fact your strenght build up day by day, following gain in confidence or achievement.
          Even if you aren't aware of it.
          Reaching the smallest goals.
          Being proud everynight.
          Of the smallest accomplishements.
          Just look forward to the next morning. 
          Welcome positivity as an indivisible part of those thoughts.
          Be grateful, thank God for everything you have and pray about keeping your peace and your health.
          The fact that you're aware of wanting to change is already a good step.
          You're your own, you're on your own.
          At the end of the day, you're the only one that matters, you and your thoughts. 
          Make them better, make them how you want them to be.
          You do have that ability. 
          You're so clever.
          No others beings gonna owns you something.
          You're your own best friend so be indulgent.
          Change will happen, don't set unbelivable things either.
          Your value is huge.
          But isn't it hard? When you don't know how to start, how to cope with faillure or how to be satisfied with sucess.

QUEINSPIRA

inspired by: 
                                POETIC BEAUTY: JAEHYUN 재현
            leaded by: 
                               my own perception and spirit 
            
                                                         To: you
             much love and hope       From: you
• Odpowiedz

QUEINSPIRA

CHAPTER0. TRY AGAIN
            You have it all.
            You can mold it the way you want.
            The way you think, the way you act, the way you exchange with your loved ones.
            The way you smile or the way you cry.
            How far you go when you get angry.
            Such small things can hide incredible insecurites.
            Why being insecure when the world is waiting for you to shine.
            Get rid of those, you can do it.
            You're the only one you're owning something to.
            You can make yourself how you want to.
            Nothing's too serious.
            I welcome the new you, however how much time you try again, it's what gonna make it better.
            And then, an epiphany.
            You will keep changing with time.
            Your behavior will change when you grow older.
            Your thoughts will change with the things you're gonna experiment.
            The more mature the more aware.
            The more aware the less sane.
            Your worries will turn to something else.
            Your confidence will be unwavering.
            Changes.
            Part of life.
            Don't pressure yourself.
            You will be inspired by others things.
            You will be so happy that you will feel like your heart is gonna explode.
            You will be happy. 
            You're writing this story.
            Step by step.
            An odyssey towards well being and self love.
            The actual you and the new one will be alright.
            You should know that i'm always on your side.
            We will be alright.
            Please try again.
• Odpowiedz

QUEINSPIRA

CHAPTER4. TRY AGAIN
            Go further
            Search deeper
            Maybe something you haven't tought about?
            Not satisfied with your changes so far.
            You're turning into a new aura.
            Maybe you're doing too much.
            Is the new you telling you it is not enough?
            Shouldn't the new you be in harmony with what you inspire to?
            Shouldn't it give you back the patience and the kindness you gifted it during all this time?
            You failed, the new you isn't what you had on thoughts.
            You're asking yourself is it serious? 
            Do I really want to change? Will I continue to not reach my purposes? Will I be able to face the world?
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QUEINSPIRA

(020920)(22:40pm)
          bucket list for tomorrow 6pm:
          -climb in the car and thank mom for everything she does for me
          -go to the grocery shop 
          -buy my strawberry cheesecake ice cream
          -enjoy the weather and my time out
          -take deep breaths
          -go home and cook something nice
          -dance party on my own
          -talk to someone about the exam so i have another perspective about the day and i know how it went for others
          -do the meeting with celia if she wants to
          -take a shower
          -eat dinner
          -watch the world of the married with mommy
          -eat my ice cream with banana bread
          -do my skin and braces care
          -go to bed and binge watch my 4009 "to watch later" also put my pretty taeyong theme on here
          -sleep happily feeling grateful
          -wake up late, get your sleep some good quality sleep girl

QUEINSPIRA

will she take her words seriously or will she come home exhausted with no guts to be cute, watch out M, people always tends to talk for nothing ,xoxo, gossip girl
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(290820)(00:45am)
          user of the day: BROWNIEMACCHIATO
          theme of the day: streetwear jaehyun theme
          bio of the day: lyrics from nostalgia by won woo jae
          song of the day: thanxx by ateez 
          "you’re gonna regret it later,
          you’ll know when you get a little older
          it’s always the same thing every time
          i'm sick and tired of it"
          (i watched so much ateez related content this evening like real much, it's concerning, the dudes are like soo cute, imma stop judging people out of their looks and presence)
          fact of the day: this remember me how people used to tell me "oh you aren't as rude as you look"
          color of the day: neo green
          outfit of the day: tank top + real long pants
          movie of the day: time to hunt
          feelings of the the day: not serious at all, i was laughing my a*s off, felt so tired to but i drank some tea to make me stay awake
          something i found pretty today: my cinnamon butter cookies 
          something i want to imporve: my savory traditional cooking
          something that inspired me: the8's fashion sense 
          something that made me happy: mom complementing me about the food i make
          today i:
          - fasted
          - cooked butter cookies for 3 hours, i did 5 differents types: lemon butter cookies (my aunt recipe) rasberry jam butter cookies (my own recipe), cinnamon rolls butter cookies (from the channel cookingtree),
          and gingerbread man butter cookies (a freestyle)
          - i was about to download tiktok because nct opened an account and i just wanted to cry out of laughter, but then i thought " wait are you really thinking about downloading tiktok?" and i didn't, imma wait until some kind soul do a compilaton of their dumbness on youtube.
          -i went out yesterday and i did so much thing, so i didn't want to go out today
          -i didnt study at all, and i have a exam sunday.
          - watched so much jimmy hoffa related videos too
          - imma head to bed and wake up for fedjr later

QUEINSPIRA

imma stop there, my brain left the chat (by the way, it's been 3 days since i'm having headache only on one side of my head, god only knows what it's about)
            did i talk to hcneym today: read her texts and felt so happi but i don't think i'll respond rn because my brain has: left not the chat but the country
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(22/08/20) (1045pm) 
          user of the day: DULCECOMOLECHE
          theme of the day: pink taeyong theme
          book of the day: Contemplations by Victor Hugo
          show of the day: Prison Playbook
          song of the day: long flight by taeyong
          "now the size of my heart is a real whale
          the shark in my mind is no longer there"
          color of the day: light green(ish) blue
          feelings of the day: at ease, grateful and somehow indecisive, always thoughtful.
          outfit of the day: black mom jean + oversized light blue&white stripped top
          something i found pretty today : when i peeked through the car window and saw the road and the sky
          something i want to improve: not to snack on crackers
          something that made me happy: my family and that one picture of a younger me wearing a cop costume my dad sent me
          something that inspired me today: my will+that one scene of poppy up ont he hill
          today i: went out and studied out of other things
          for tomorrow i wish that i can be even more optimistic and enjoy everything i'm grateful of with the will of god
          did i talk to hcneym today: kinda
          (I don't think anyone is gonna find this acc since i'm inactive. I'm writing this for myself hoping i will have the oppurtunity to read this one year from today and sharing a small thing with my dear subscriber, the one and only.
          Let's hope i don't cringe and delete this. 
          User hcneym welcome to the daily melpost that i don't think will be on a daily basis, i'm hoping you're having an amazing time right now, sending you all my love and affection.
          and if anyone unknow happen to read this, i have the same wishes for you.)