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Don’t mind my posts I use this shi like a diary 

I wonder if I’ll ever be happy with the life I’m living 

I hope this is all a boring bad dream and I wake up living the life I dream of

Just put on a swimsuit to go to the beach. I hate how I look :/

I’m so tired of not being dead I wanna puke

Idk if my hormones are off or something but I feel so hopeless rn like nothings worth it anymore im so tired of being bored I wanna do something exciting but I feel like it’s unobtainable because the excitement I’m looking for seems to only exist in movies I’m so scared I’m gonna live like this for the rest of my life I feel so stuck and I really don’t see a way for things to get better.. 

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Y’all I’m about to Shift just to have a cat  they’re soooo cuuuuttteee 

I hope ur well <3

everything feels like its going downhill and I think I might end it if things dont get better. Anyways yall should listin to SZA if you dont already shes a vibe love her<333