Quactro11

I don't have anyone's phone numbers anymore & I don't really know what I'm doing to be very honest. I have posted this to alyshia's page too.
          
          I just know this is the right thing, I know it's what despite all of this, I would do. Hopefully you will see this.
          I forgive you, I forgive anyone's actions and words. I understand a lot has happened & I know that things were said and done that were not ok.
          I also understand that life is not perfect, I am not perfect, no one is perfect. I also know how important it is to not leave a person hurting. Hurt and pain kills people, believe me I know.
          I know I haven't really heard from anyone & I don't care, it's not important. What is important is doing the right thing, because no one should have to live with feeling shit. 
          I'm saying- what happened was a real awful shit show, it hurt me- oh boy it hurt me, but I won't let things destroy me anymore & I will not turn cold, just because of what has happened.
          I am still Lowy and I am still someone who wouldnt hurt people in this way, by allowing people to feel hurt by what they did to me- is letting people hurt and I don't want that.
          Please, stop feeling guilty, or if you don't feel any of that- it is equally ok.
          I just need to say that I forgive, because life is far too short for people to suffer. Me, you, alyshia, Beth, anyone included. A part from gemma Wilkinson ...I don't think even I have a heart to forgive her. I have my limits.
          Take care and stay safe James.
          X

Kindly fuck off