QuantaSea
The fact that I'm just constantly at the point where I'm listening to any song (on loop because it's a bop) for fun and silently swearing to myself that I won't pull out a notebook or a google doc and make a whole OC, backstory, and story right then and there because I just want some time where I'm not actually using my mind intentionally because I'm tired and don't want to be even more tired and then breaking that oath within 1 minute c a n n o t be a good sign