@QueenBaconOfBaconary
Hey yallll
So update
Things happened.
Motivation go byebye
But screw motivation, yknow what we got?
1k dollars in debt and DETERMINATION (this is a joke, we don’t have 1k in debt)
(…)
(Or do we?)
Im having so much trouble finding motivation to write. Shoot me please
Im gonna kill everything
Wattpad is not. Letting. Me access the latest chapter.
THAT I'VE BEEN WORKING ON FOR D A Y S .
Uhhh...
D i s c o r d ?
https://discord.gg/KcjmnD8a
Y'all, writings going slowly. I'm tryna crank out a new chapter for BC, but it's difficult rn
To my father: A Poem By Milena R. Watson (aka me)
To my father
The man I love so dear
My life, my heart, my inspiration.
A genius mind, Who's been torn down so many times
Who's soul will soon be left to wander.
It makes me cry to write these words
As he was a poet too.
To keep his legacy alive, I write this lament for you.
My words burn through the pages
As do my tears of grief.
He who raised me, overtaken by disease… It irks me to succeed.
But when my pen hits the paper, My hand doesn't move.
A motionless shell, So heavy and tense
And my mind won't seem to dwell.
Upon the image my mind gives me
I decide to go a draw
But my sadness takes over my mind
Like conformists to law.
However the vision before me
I see him once again
My eyes tear up, and chest feels tight
As he tells me once again.
"I'm not gone, You see. For my shadow is here. I'll keep you company until the end, and watch over you dear. Continue to write, continue to draw. Do the things you love. I didn't raise my daughter to quit, and she wasn't raised to run. So face the reality of the world, and be who I loved. The girl who had so much light, and who's future shoned above. I'll keep watching you my dear, from the sidelines as you rise. Keep me proud and you'll get through this, but promise me
You'll continue to survive."
@QueenBaconOfBaconary he isn't gone yet, but I decided to write this to remind myself that...when he is gone, he'll still be with me and cheering me on from the afterlife. He was the reason I even began writing and drawing, so now that he's eat up with cancer it's killed my entire being. I'm only 14, and losing the man who raised me to be who i am is gonna crush my soul more than it already is.
New chapter soon, y'all! Only two more (including the next chapter) til the Bda
I'm dead
Not really but like
I won't delve into EVERYTHING that's been happening, but there's been way too much shit happening
I've been without electric since the 6th of april
And without internet
I'm using the library internet rn and I'm gonna TRY to get something written for butterfly colors? But no promises.
I'm really unmotivated due to all this tho.
@QueenBaconOfBaconary That really sucks to hear. Hope things get turned around for you soon, though!
Hope y'all are ready for adorable Kiki moments, and some gayness between our baker boy and Goose god in the next chapter lmao
Guys I'm tired of my brain forcing me to believe everything i do is complete utter garbage
Anyone else have this issue??? It's awful
Besides wattpad DELETED PART OF THE CHAPTER IM WORKING ON WHAT THE FU-
Anyway wth wattpad why do you hate me
sometimes i do, AND THATS WHY I WRITE ON DOCS SO I DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE SAVING CRAP
bc wattpad
is annoying