kittens_foreva

Hi jada how's highschool 

I'm back and with a new update!!!!

I also need someone to talk to right now

does anyone know that crushing feeling u get when u feel like you've just lost a awesome and important friend. i'm not one to self harming but I think it's time I try it out. anyone got tips?

Hi
          

stone cold
          stone cold
          You see me standing
          But I'm dying on the floor
          Stone cold
          Stone cold
          Maybe if I don't cry
          I wont feel any more
          
          
          Stone cold
          Baby
          God knows I try to feel 
          Happy for you
          Know that I am Even if I cant understand
          I'll take the pain
          Give me the truth
          Me and my heart
          We'll make it through
          If happy is her
          I'm happy for her
          
          
          Hmm mm-mm, mm
          
          
          
          Stone cold
          Stone cold
          You're dancing with her
          While I'm staring at my phone
          Stone cold
          Stone cold
          I was your amber, but now
          She's your shade of gold
          
          
          Stone cold
          Baby
          God knows I try to feel
          Happy for you
          Know that I am 
          Even if I can't understand
           I'll take the pain
          Give me the truth
          Me and my heart
          We'll make it through
          If happy is her
          I'm happy for you
          
          
          Don't wanna be stone cold
          Stone
          I wish I could mend this
          But here's my good-bye
          oh, I'm happy for you
          Know that I am
          Even  if I can't understand
          If happy is her
          If happy is her
          I'm happy for you
          
          
          
          ~~~stone cold~~ by *Demi Lovato*

All my friends are heathens, take it slow
          Wait for them to ask you who you know
          Please don't make any sudden moves
          You don't know the half of the abuse
          All my friends are heathens, take it slow
          Wait for them to ask you who you know
          Please don't make any sudden moves
          You don't know the half of the abuse
          
          
          Welcome to the room of people
          Who have  rooms of people that they loved one day
          Locked away
          Just because we check the guns at the door
          Doesn't mean our brains will change from hand grenades
          You're loving on the psychopaths sitting next to you
          You're loving on the murderer sitting next to you
          You'll think, " How'd I get here, sitting next to you?"
          But after all I've said, please don't forget
          
          
          All my friends are heathens, take it slow
          Wait for them to ask you who you know
          Please don't make any sudden moves
          You don't know the half of the abuse
          
          
          ~~~Heathens *twenty one pilots~~~~~

Has anyone ever hated someone(a guy) so much that you were always trying to come up with ways to make the miserable? And then you heard news that he is dating someone and you feel like you're being slapped in the face all while being stabbed in the heart? well that's how I feel right now. I'm confused, hurt, and depressed. but no matter, I'll get through it one way or another. :(

@AnnaxfArrendalexx  it's what i'm here for :)

@PrettyLittleLiar2004  ya no problem