Queen_Rin-akumakage

Heya thanks for adding my story to your list 

I feel really mad right now, so here is the situation:- 
          My phone doesn't have a lock, I just swipe up to open it due to my mom ordering me not to put any locks on it because my siblings want to know all the time
          So had my phone on my lap as I sat crosslegged on the floor leaning forward to get to the popcorn bowl across from me on the tray during a family night with my aunt and my cousins, and my shirt around the abdominal area, was wet
          Long story short, due to the wetness of my shirt, my phone reacted, somehow opened, went into super saver mode, went to the calls and pressed a bunch of random numbers and my phone registered a selection on its own and then called that random number, and the worst part is someone actually responded, and my mom cornered me after my aunt left with her kids, she asked for my phone and then proceeded to go through it all, she went into my call catalog, Viber, email, insta and even my damned clock app! I'm sure she would have gone through my Facebook and massenger app too if she knew where to find them for heaven's sake!
          And then she threatened me that if I talked to anyone, like in a relationship kind of thing with boys, or even girls I don't know out of the general side if comments and public conversations then she would take my phone for good! I'm fucking 19!

Just a random thought, shouldn't muggle-borns be the ones that are called pure-bloods? Y'know, because their blood pressure isn't tainted, it's completely new and fresh, the first of it's kind really, with barely any match, then doesn't that mean that they are the pure ones????

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          And then there is our every night gathering, it's a kind of routine that my father started when I was but a mere toddler, since he stayed out late for work, he would gather us once he was home, we would eat snacks, talk, play game, hear stories from his travels, watch movies and more, but now, it's just my mom and both of my younger siblings, I rarely join them, because if I did, my mom would berate me and send me back to my room to study even more.
          Even my siblings keep telling me what to do and they themselves never listen to me anymore, and my sister even went ahead and blamed me for her friend's behavior, her friend's sister is my friend, and once we talked casually at school and it seems that she talked about our conversation to her sisters, and her sister who is friends with my sister misinterpreted what I said and cut ties with my sister, how is it my fault?!
          And then there is the fact that my mom sends both of my siblings on sleepovers and trips while i stay at home, just like today, and when they were back, they started talking about how good it was, and they were joking and laughing and recalling memories of our other old trips with my dad, the moment I started talking, my mom said that I should go to my room and study, I mean yeah I get it my exams are in two weeks, but this is just stupid and ridiculous!
          I honestly hate this, I feel as if I didn't just lose my dad two years ago, but most of my family as well, it hurts, the way they ignore me because I'm 'mature' and already grown up, I hate how they expect things from me, and if I act out, then it's my fault, I hate it and am tired! 
          

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          I've been feeling really excluded from my family the past two years, ever since my father passed away, I've been feeling as if I didn't belong in my own family.
          I'm almost always the last to know about anything, and by that I mean ANYTHING.
          I mean- what is a washing machine?! My mom wanted a new washing machine since our old one wasn't working properly, everyone in my family knew that she was going to buy one soon, but I didn't know untill I came back one day from school and found the fucking machine in place of the old one!
          Honestly, it wouldn't have bothered me if not for the fact that everyone, and I mean everyone knew but me! Even my cousin who lives in a different city knew and I didn't!
          That aside, there is also the time where my other cousin, hella, got engaged, everyone knew of her engagement except for me! The only reason I got to know is because she called me personally to invite me to her wedding, she doesn't call often, so it was the first time I got told, she was confused when I told her that I didn't know and asked "didn't auntie tell you?" And when I asked my sister if she knew, she told me that she did for a full month, and didn't tell me.
          And months later I found out that hella was pregnant, four months along, and that everyone was made aware except, you guessed it, Me! It was embarrassing how they all looked at me as if I was an idiot, someone stupid that doesn't even know basic things.
          And then there are all the times that we get visitors, I'm not allowed to sit with them and am always sent to my room to study.

Is it weird that I can laugh like supervillains in one moment, and then the next moment I would give the cutest giggle one can imagine that could make the cutesy anime girls jealous?

I was wondering why you followed me till I read your description and ty for the follow!!

........so........ I've been reading some superfamily fanfics.....when I accidentally came across something.......to say the least....I'm, pretty much disturbed.......you know why? Because the story was basically a "starker"........people ship them...in that way........ sorry but it just doesn't sit right, especially when you only can imagine them as a father and son duo (・_・;)